Right now is Wednesday , 26 Oct , 7:53 in the morning . I'm still awake the whole night , can't sleep . Even i wanted to sleep , there's no place for me to sleep right now . Mum's room not even available . Abit only , wanna complaint . Goshh , might as well i no need to sleep siahh . Wait for my brother & my grandpa to leave their room , then i'll take over my brother's bed . Tskkk . Anyway , i'm applying work at CauswayPoint , Pizzahut . Yeahh , being recommended by my friend , a cousin . He used to work as a washer . I was like WOW . I wanna work like that if i can yahh know . Somemore , it's at Restaurant . Just at the back , washing plates . And you needa be fast or it will jammed . It's the only MOST jobs i can do and no need of face the customers . Just at the back , wash plates , then when enough , send it to the front . I heard that it needa kinda boiled at a hot water first . :B

I have nothing else to say now but , this past few weeks , there's only this girl in my mind that i'm always cared for no matter what , even i get hurt or whatever at the back and it was few months ago . I was trying to forget her feelings actually . But still , i really LOVE her and cared for her . Even if i like other girl for some reason , but still , she will always the most i cared for than the other girl . Tskk . I just wish if i could just be with her , forever . We're difference races , i knoww , but still , i really love her and cared for her . Yeahh , you know who i'm referring to after you read that line . Yeapp2 . But will she love me back ? I don't think soo . Haishh ..  ):