Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Heyyaa~
Sorry that i didn't update for a long time. I was very lazy. The time now is 1:44AM in the morning & i can't sleep. Currently using my laptop. Since i have anything else to do, might as well i update my blog. And yeahh, i was really busy during my school days. And also, i thought that i've found someone that i like but turn out that she's with the other guy at the end. Thanks alot ehh, my bestie and his girlfriend for hiding it from me all this time. You know, both of you should tell me super early, before my feelings for her develop more, bit by bit, even we didn't even talk to each other before. If she's attached at the first place, should just tell me at the begining. Duhh. And also, i thought that she was chinese and try not to like her. Love At First Sight, yahh know? Kay good. I really like her smile and all when the first time see-ing her. But what's about her? I don't even know more about her.

But nevermind, i'll never find my love, like seriously. Every girl i met, is always attached, reject me or choose the other guy, instead of me at the end. I've been hurt quite alot but soo what? I'm used to it. Like seriously, i ain't gonna go for another one and try not to fall in love with another girl. Every girl i like/love, i will never get it back at the end and get hurt. It always like this and i'm really used to it. But currently, i really love this girl, a chinese, for over 4months+ but by now it should be 5month or more? I have even greater feelings for her than
the other or any girl i met. I just don't know why i can't forget her feelings. Seeing her smile, laugh, happy that excite me, will even make me happier. Especially when she's with beside me. Besides, it's the final year to see her Dance, playing Piano and any talents that she have. ):