Heyy again. (: Today's date is 6/11/2011, 8:59PM right now. Well yeahh, same thing, imma bored with my lappy here. Soo i think of just update my blog. Hehs. Anyway, i just came back from MY with bestie for 2-3days. I was still quite sad inside me, soo thinking of leaving SG for awhile. When the next day, 6hrs+ LAN, maybe it will cheer me up. But still, it's the same for me. And as well, being pissed of playing LoL(League Of Legends) for a few rounds, cuz my team is sucha "noob" and yeapp, keep on losing on a straight row. I was like "TOOT" lahh. Andd that game is like Dota. Youtube it. And soo, the 2days straight, we always sleep veryy late. The first day, we sleep around 6.10, when it's going to be morning time. LOL. We keep on talking & talking with the lights & everything closed. The 2nd day, 5.30 if i'm not wrong. But still, we wake up early.

If you wondering whyy i'm being sad on that 1st paragraph.. imagine that someone you really like/love, and being ignored by them. Like make them pissed, angry or something else. And don't wanna talk to you anymore. How would you feel? )':




If you're reading this, please forgive me. I'm really sorry. I was just asking, that's all. Well yeahh, i do trust you. Leave me a message if you really forgive me. I really, really sorry about that day. I was just too curious, that's all. I didn't really mean to make you pissed about that. Let's say, forget about it already. I may be smiling or laughing at the outside, but from my inside i'm really still feel the heart pain. It won't stop, until you talked to me and forgive me. My birthday is coming soon on 17 Nov. I heard that you're being invited. I was looking forward too cuz i really miss you. I hope you can turn up on that day. I'll be even more happier if you really come, really standing right in front of me. Once again, please forgive me. I'll promise i will never do that again, or anything that i might think it will
make you pissed. You may still hate & don't care about me anymore, even you blocked me. But still, i really care for you no matter what. I'm really sorry. I hope you'll text me, call or turn up on my birthday by surprise or something. Once again, i'm really sorry. I hope you'll forgive me after you read this paragraph. )':