Well yeah, SportFest yesterday. Kinda fun, not quite bored. I 

thinking that i don't wanna participate at any sports thinggy. But i'll just join

if there is not enough players. And for sure, it's Soccer. But then not just that, even

FloorBall too. I was uhh ? Kayy uhh, since we're not enough players, i'll join. Next is Soccer. Ouhh,

yall asked me to join too, is because yall wanted me to be Goal Keeper right? Hehs, anything. I just love 

when the ball coming towards me, high or low, fast or slow, i will just gonna reflect it back with my hands/arms. It's fun for me. Wahahahah. The first match when my opponent wanna score, i was happy cuz i was very bored standing at the back there uh. Like C'mon, at least for once? LOL. I used my right leg to reflect it back, and i didn't really mean to reflect it hardly back to the right sight, which is out already by then. But, lucky didn't hit at people uh. The ball was quite high. Then the back of me, where people sitting/standing there watching us playing, already shouted "wahhh!". LOL-ed. The first and 2nd match win by, scoring a penalty. The score was 0-0. Lucky the 1st match i saved the ball by reflecting back uh. If not, haishh .

 Well, the first Soccer match i watched is the Sec1/2. Yeahh, i saw that the girl i like is in there playing. Soo i was standing there with Rick, watching/supporting. And yeahh, she was goal keeper. Well, her class win anyway, thanks to Syahirah scoring. Squirrel power ! Hehss. After 1 match, i straight away chiong to Multi-purpose hall, to be with my classmates to watch Floorball. Cuz after they brief us, i needed to go multi-purpose hall with my classmates but just because i saw that the girl i like is in Soccer court, playing soccer, i'll just stop by and watch awhile lorr . Lol-ed.

Anyway, she run quite fast at running track, until my classmates even support her by shouting her name, which is at her back of her shirt. Before that, Rick called me and asked me to come to Multi-purpose hall, cuz our other friend is playing Floorball. I was like uh ? But *insertname* is running lahh, wait lahh..! After she finish running, i chiong to multi-purpose hall. By the time i come, they just finished and just walked out. I was like, Heheh.. 

Well anyway, longg time i didn't post/update my blog eh? I was being lazy. :B And yeahh, alot of things, LOTTS of bad things happened.. Being hurt, ignored & more.. Well, everyday at night & morning i'm always being felt hurt. The girl i like, usually always texted me at night & morning me in the morning, mostly every weekdays when getting ready for school. But now, everything changed.. I just don't know why but i wished to know whyy. & now, i feel like i'm annoying her when i text her. Soo, i won't text her anymore, unless she text me. Weeks have pass, & i kinda feel abit better now. I gave up on her, but i still LOVE her. I hate her for what she done to me, getting this hurt feeling at me but i don't hate her for being my friend. ((: Yeapp, i still like her, being my friend but i just hate her for giving me hurt feelings towards her, that's all. 

I really love you at the beginning just because you're damn pretty. Now i'm really love you as friend & turn out to be bestie at the end. Cuz you always be here when i'm down. If someday you really needa leave here, forever just like that day, i won't be smiling again easily & i don't think others can cheer me up that easily, just like that day. 

I love my bestfriends , especially YOU. ((:




Well, it's exam season right now. It's soo sian but can go home straight away after exam. The first paper(Tues), already sleepy in class uhh.
It's MT, my top worst enemy subject! I don't even have enough time for that paper. It's only 30mins. But lucky, i managed to finish it & it's last bout 10mins. No time to take a nap as well. Then 2nd paper after break , English P1. Hmm okay2 lah, normal. Same thingg, kinda not enough time & no time to nap as well. The teacher uh, never say "You have 10mins left" like that. Out of no where, suddenly the teacher said "Put your pens down". In my mind, i was wtheck! And just hentam the last question of MCQ. Well, lucky it's last question. What if like bout 5 or more questions haven't done yet? Wahh!


Anyway, i make a new friends already uhh. Was chill with Rick after exam and met his friends. Today, met them with Rick and slack awhile at SSC. I was soo badly wanted to buy the new chapter book at Popular. Before that, we met JiYong at foyer and went to SSC together. He wanted to go LAN and Rick & me going to SSC. Soo we go together and ride the SSC shuttle bus. We accompany him to LAN awhile & of course, we don't allowed to play but we can still come in, chill, talk2. Well, soo long i never see those LAN owners. JiYong.. just wearing P.E can play LAN already. Duhh. Seating there, talk2 to them and shooo, off to SSC. Meet our new friends, slacking there until Popular shop is opened. Wheee ! Finally get to buy the book, at LAST! And meanwhile, my dizzy is getting wider & wider but i try to tahan longer but, sorry, imma head home. But ended up at Rick house watching a movie that i haven't watched yet.
Evening, slacking again at Admiralty with Rick cuz his mum and her friends is coming along at my food court eat. Soo we ride her mum car as well when i'm going home. Put my bags at home, and the kitchen is empty. (Y) Changed clothes and go down to meet him & slack. & again, met them and slackk ~ 


Had Math Paper 1 today and it's HARD! Well , not all. But some questions i do that looks easy, will for sure be wrong as well. The paper setter is not our subject teacher that teach us, but the T1's teacher teach. Nahh , Paper 2 of course will be our subject teacher that will do Paper 2. Soo, go do revision & what our math subject teacher teaches us ! Goodluck yall ((:

Alright , my "Full Story of My Life Time In Primary School"

During Primary 1-3, everyone is nice person to me but everything changed when P4, slowly. As when reach P6(First Year), most of their attitude already changed. Well yeahh, started to smoke & all, but i just, diam. I once followed them where they always wanted to go to after school before remedial class start, leaving their school bags at the canteen and off to outside. And there is where i know, they went to a block, a staircase, then Smoke. It's kinda, Haish. Even almost all of my classmates, their attitude is damn worst. Skipping the lessons that they don't like, by running outside the back door of the class, before the teacher enters. Especially MT lesson. Yeahh, they always did that. With their attitude like that, i don't think i can help them at all. Soo i just ignore them and just go do whatever they like. In meanwhile, i have 2 awesomeness friends. They're good, and not like them. And of course, close friends of the year. We're usually together sometimes after school. And yeah, i do really miss them and i can still remember their faces. Sadly, i can only know 1 of their name, it's Hendra. The other one, i totally forgot. On that year, i don't even have a handphone & Facebook don't even exist yet(It's FaceMatch meanwhile). Only if it existed on that year, we probably add each other & can still contact each other from there, right? Well okay, whatever. In my mind, i always which that i have classmates that are awesome, no bad attitude like skipping lessons, fight back at teacher and making noises. And yeah, i didn't really study good in that year. When PSLE, yeapp of course, i failed & retain. My family disappointed with me, even some of them cried. But what about me, no feeling at all. Yess seriously. I don't feel sad or even wanna cry. It's just normal. Well, don't ask me. Cuz i really don't know. Maybe it's natural me. On the 2nd year, still kinda  the same. And yeah, some of the "bad attitude" peeps retain as well. And, all of them are still the same. I kinda depress and just forget it. Haish. All i ever wanted is to get a awesome classmate, never make noises in class at all. >_< And at the same time, i did really fail, again. Didn't really study hard. And yeapp, i don't even feel that i'm sad at all. It's like, i fail my PSLE. Orhh.. And yeahh finally, those "bad attitude" peeps already gone too. I'm happy but, it's getting bored keep on retain. One of my teacher suggest me to go Northlight school. Hmmm whyy? Do you think i'm taking orders from you? It's my life, not yours. Soo i'm gonna retain because i'm still can. Even my family decline me to go to Northlight school. And yeahh, the 3rd year this time and no more chances. Once i fail this year again, i will permanently send to Northlights school, where all those PSLE fail peeps over there. And from there, i begin to study hard. I was wondering what's my next P6 Batch attitude is? Well, i don't wanna know. I'm tired of this already. I usually seat alone or with some strangers during recess time at canteen. It's like bout almost a week lonely. Didn't really talk much at class, or at all. Until, i've met this 2 annoying peeps in the bus. Out of no where when they entered the bus and saw me seating at the back(kinda emo-ing), they just kinda rush at me and say "HEYY!" *wide smile* . I was shocked and don't even know who are they at all. They asked what's my name, and kinda
crazy. Especially Iqmal(awi), where i first time met him over there too. The next day in class, i didn't even notice that those 2 annoying peeps is actually my classmates ! I was seating behind and they they are like, kinda seating abit further infront. His name is Hafiq. He randomly just look behind and when he saw me looking at him, he just smile and kinda like, ahh hard to explain. Kinda like wink like that. ORHH , they are my classmates. No wonder.. And from there, i've made a new friend, awesome friend. And from there, i started to seat with them at Canteen during recess time and making new classmates friends. And slowly, not just them but the other class too. 6G class. They are awesome too. Durhh. Making new friends over there as well. And this time, i did focus at class all the way when studying, and at least, less making noises and some is not at all. Especially Math. It's kinda my first time focusing on Math lesson 100% . It's easy when understanding. Even helped my classmates when  they didn't really know. And also, first time ever i pass my Math exams. Usually i go blank. Started to hangout with them, even some in 6G too. Well, we like to play soccer. And i finally, had a friends like them. Finally, i pass my PSLE. And still, i don't feel happy or anything joy but, i'm happy to get out of this school at last. Earlier, my English teacher that anyhow predict that some of us that our names being called, will fail PSLE and she say she know it. That's include Hafiq and Iqmal(awi). But look, we passed. Afterall, i felt like god have seen my feelings, i guess? I do always wish that i wanted to have awesome friends. Maybe it's kinda making me purposely failing my PSLE, until reaching their Batch. Idk, but i guess maybe. But when reach Sec 1, kinda okay2 but most of my worst primary school friends are in CSS. They Sec 3-4. But nahh, they already graduated and i don't even see them now. Imagine, if i passed my PSLE on that year and with them, the same school in CSS, omqq i don't wanna be with them!
Their attitude still the same and this time, they got even gangs at outside and inside of our school. Do you still remember bout last year during hall assembly which is friday? Before it starts, a group of malay peeps beating a groups of chinese. Awww.. And yeesh, those malay peeps is mostly my primary school worst friends. But from there, my motto is, "We all know what is good and what is bad. If you're bad, you can't make a good person become like you."

But now in CSS, i've also met new awesomeness friends too. They're from my bestie friends, and from there, i made a new friends. I really liked them alot. That is the friends that i mostly i wanna have & be with. If yall go my facebook profile, notice that i put a list at the left , "Awesome friends" ? That's is why i made that.

Heyy readers ! :D Hahahah . Alright i shall update now . But first thing i wanna tell you is, i'm back from my Kompang group, Seronja ((: Yeapp , i decided to join in back . Syafiq prob will be his prob not mine . But then at the same time , Syafiq did come back to our group . Hahahah . Soo yeahh , we come for training last Saturday . Some of them even shocked and happy that we come back but, alot of people, especially Kompang lead, was asking Syafiq bout those things until he was force himself to leave the group. He was being troubled and his mum is kinda angry. And now, his mum let him joined back and yeahh, there he goes again. The next day, Sunday, got Kompang but, Syafiq and me skipped it. I was too lazy and i sleep late last night . I text some of them that i didn't go, including Syafiq and then off my handphone before went to sleep. But then, Syafiq didn't even go to. Hahahah . Besides , i don't even play Kompang alot now . I'm playing the other instruments that have 8 tones. You see it look heavy but it's actually veryy light. And i will feel very irritated when i see my brother-in-law coming too. Seriously, he is soo extra to me. Halfway im playing it, he will come to me and play. As i told you my few previous post. It's like veryy, grr >.<

Well yeahh , he is irritating now. He threat me like im his bf like that . Eeeww ! Especially when he text me or call me, the way he talk like sooo yucks ! It's the words actually . I'm just like lawwll okokok . Not just that, i have alot of things i'm angry about him and thats make me less replying his text msg/answering call. Or just, not at all. Well, i mostly did that. I was wondering who was calling me and when i see it, then i just ignore the call. He text me, depends on how i will reply it back. And same thing, mostly ignored . I have alott of things, too many things that i hate about him and i won't tell to anyone why . I'm just telling you that i'm just angry at him alot of things . Okayy i gotta chill now .

Anyway, last friday , at very last minute i get a form thinggy from form teacher at hall . When Assembly was about to start . He called me and give me a form. I was wondering . He told me that i'm the top students of this subject . I was like wtf ? I take the paper and see , it was DNT ! Lawl ! But still, okay lah , top student in DNT last year ._. Soo i'm not alone, Rick bestie won an award too . His CCA, BB. That's mean we will go rehearsal together soon eh ? HAHAH .

Oh btw, today after my school ends, i suddenly feel my left pocket got something feeling but i just ignore it. Cuz i know that my left pocket is just empty. I usually walk with my left hand in the pocket and when i do that , i feel a thick paper in my pocket. In my mind, i was like huhh? I take it out and the paper was folded. I opened it up and i don't even really know what it was saying or written ! The hand writing like soo D:
I only know a few words cuz looks understand . And what i see is, "4T2" and the word "student" and the rest is all bullshit hand writing. I showed it to Rick and he didn't even really know what is it. And yahh, the bottom right of the paper got a name and the same thing, the hand writing is very D: but i can read it properly. "Danial" and the bottom of it idk. I guess that is his signature. I was like WOIII ! WHO THE %^&* IS THIS AND HOW CAN THIS PAPER GET INTO MY LEFT POCKETT ?? -.- Rick called Alastiar and asked him if he can read this. He was looking at in like few minutes and he read it out while pointing the words ,"This is a permission pass for 4T2 and idk what is that word and it says student.". I was like HMM.. i guess this paper is a permission pass to go to toilet since the teacher don't have any pass. When i look at the name , I can't really read it but by looking at the first latter and the "shape" , i guess it is Danial but it written as Daniel.
After Alastiar left, i see that "permission" word and i don't think it is a permission. Looks difference than just the word "permission". And now what i think is, i guess Danial was going to toilet just now and was given this paper for permission cuz the teacher have no pass. And i believe he was slowly putting it in my left pocket, i hope so. I should have feel it when something was going in my left pocket cuz i usually do when Danial sneaking something at my left pocket. Idk if it is him that did it but i'm sure he did.

Okayy , not just one girl that i like but now , TWO! Grr . This one is quite precious to me now than the 2nd girl . I mean, i have more feeling at A than B >.< She even just save her phone number at my phone after lending it to her. I thought that we will never be friends, or just-know friends. I've only met her once, and she still say to me that i'm still stranger to me. Soo kayy , fine . But now, we are friends. It was after Canberrans Day Rehearsal and we went home and took the same bus . I'm with bestie and a friend beside me . She take the same bus and seated with us. We just talk2, chill2 like normal friends . When i look at her smile and everything, i still got some feelings towards her but nevermind . I just threat her as normal friends and i don't know if she will do the same thing for me, or just stranger. We did kinda joke2 around together, including bestie . Being poked by her just because i guess wrong thing . As that was continuing, i was still holding my hp
at my right hand just like i always do and the string thinggy that attached to my phone was in my arm. She just take my hp, without saying a word . She take out the string thinggy that i hang it at my arm, but i make my fingers wide so that she can't take it out. I was joking anyway and let her lend my phone then . Durhh , idk why she was looking at my contact lists and then , she called someone and wondering if her friend seating over there can hear/feel the vibrate. And i guess she didn't . But i didnt know that was her phone number. At the end, she said that she saved her contact no. already . I'm just okayy uhh . In few minutes, my mind was saying "err WHAT??" I check my call history and it was her name over there. I'm very shocked. And at the same time, she text me. Why she text me, cuz she was seating back infront, where her friends was seating. It's because bestie already drop off the bus. And yeahh , we begin to text each other sometimes :B

WAIT, IM NOT FINISH YET, ONE MORE THING I WANNA POST/TALK ABOUT THIS PARAGRAPH ! Hahahah nahh jokingg . This post looks too long already . Well , i wanted to post about my life during primary school and compare to secondary school, which is our school(CSS). I was texting with her last night. We text quite longg~ About 9 till 11.30~ Until i really wanted to fall asleep. It's bout this topic and we telling each other life. Well, she started it anyway. And after what i told her, and talk/text about my life, i wanted to post it at my blog too. Well, guess i will post it next time or next week then. Cuz i wanted to share with yall too ((:

Awesome day last Saturday ! Charity Soccer , yeahh . It's my first time ever going there hahahah . I volunteered myself after i heard one of my classmate is going there by bus from school, but need help something too. Well, anything. I'm bored and i wanna have a break from going Kompang . Every Sat/Sun always Kompang until afternoon. It's time for me to take a break from always going Kompang on every Sat/Sun . I wanna go difference places last weekends than just Kompang all the way . Durhh ! And i found it, which is going to Charity Soccer ! Hahahah . I skip on that day, and i wonder who will take over me and how they play if one of Kompang group take over me . I don't play Kompang over there anymore but it's called "tenung" in malay. It's have 8 beat/tones. Yeapp , i'm the only one and upgraded to play that thinggy . Yahh, the first person to use that also since they just brought it . D: But i believe, my abang angkat surely at there and he can take over . Okayy, drop the topic . I'm supposed to talk about Charity Soccer at this paragraph ._. Anyway, Ms Nora said that she only need 5 peeps on the drink/food stall. Cuz too much people already. Afique, Ismail and me decided to take on afternoon shift then . Then we wonder around , watching soccer matches , especially our group team . Or, it's "NT's Team" i guess, i forgot their group name . At least , i did enjoy myself too out there but kinda bored when reach noon . And it's getting even much hotter . Soo yeah , i was slacking my own self behind/inside that stall seller at the back, just seating for awhile . Or quite long , i guess . Yeapp , alone . Blah3 until afternoon , before the event is finishing , some of us went up to toilet to changed clothes. I just follow them , accompany them . And woots, we can shower up there ! I feel like wanna shower when i see them showering . I was feeling hot just now, and i was about to feel the coldness water . Sheesh , i don't care . I don't even have towels . I take off my clothes and i just kinda washing my hair and face xD Soo awesomee feeling after that . I should be bringing towel and extra clothes for me for shower stuffs as well over there . Hahahah . I asked some of them, and they even showered during Sport Fest when the event is held at outside, such as CCAB . Well, i'm gonna bring extra clothes and towels before i go this year Sport Fest . Hahahah !

Okayy where was i just now ? Ohh yahh . I know my abang angkat will take over my place if i didn't come . He kinda always extra and i hate it when he followed us . As halfway i playing tenung , he will pop-out at me and will take over my place as i was playing it . In my mind, i was wtfuck and pissed . I just keep quiet and just follow them from behind . I just stand one place like retards cuz i should be playing my instrument all the way. Thanks to him, i'm pissed of him when he did come . I did asked someone else , that is always recording video of us while playing(our group but not playing). I asked her to help me to carry one extra Kompang for me just incase he wanna take over my instruments as i played halfway. Well, he will did that , ALWAYS. Before i'm retard standing there doing nothing , i will take my Kompang from her and continue playing then .

I kinda hate him now . There is once, i asked him to take over me when comes to Silat part . He just okayy2 but in the end, not even at Silat part , he already take over me . That's really make me pissed . Like Cmon, i'm uniformed with them, but you wearing home clothes . What do you expect people to see an uniform group just standing and watching them playing and do nothing as the others walking towards ? Pissed with him already , too much .

And yeah , last Saturday i thinking of quiting Kompang group already . Syafiq even advice me to quit as well .  

It's been my favorite playing kompang/tenung over there and my awesome friends there too. But too much of me being pissed at their group. First reason is, it's about smoking thinggy. Yeahh , under age peeps over there smoke . Always kinda complain from the Kompang lead before going out there. He let them smoke, but try to hide themself as well when they are smoking. He was kinda pissed . Especially Syafiq mum , his mum saw him 

one of his photo from Kompang pics and he was holding a cigarette. That kompang lead receive her complain and he kinda pissed . Actually , all of us might be scolded too and kinda caught like that. I mean , 1 person gets, the whole entire group will get it even non-smoker like me will get too. 2nd reason , it's because of my abang angkat . Yeahh , you know whyyy and there is no need for me to explain to yall again. That's make me the last day and i don't wanna come down last Sunday and the rest of my life. But few days, i joined them back cuz i miss playing Kompang/Tenung. Nevermind, i will just join back. And of course, i miss the foods over there. 

Alrite , i'm getting make too much new friends in our school already like , seriously . Alot of my awesome friends in school now and i love them than most of my classmates . Nowdays , i always slack with Rick, Maryjoy, Ferris and Katherine . Not just them, but more others at our school, which is after school if we slack at school . Playing frisbee , chill around , laughing and more . They awesomee peeps hahahah . That is the type of friends i always wanted the most in my Secondary School life . Not like most of my classmates,  most of them is "gangster" attitude, with their outsiders "gangster-like" friends , smoking there and here , other class find trouble with them and fight , like DURHH !

Umm by the way , i kinda like this girl already but duhh , nevermind . Just LIKE . But in the end, i kinda love her already . Wtff . I tried not to love anymore girls already . But she grabbed my heart . I was like durhh . We even text each other sometimes . She is kinda sweet and have good and kind heart . But except one thing, and i'm trying to help her out . Well , i will try to forget her feelings but i will like her as friend . If she love me , then i don't know what to say.. :L

Last Sunday, was KINDA awesome day for me. It's because i'm still tired on that day and i just force myself to wake up early and just go for Kompang. If i skip, who else wanna take over my place? I don't play Kompang anymore but i play this thinggy, i forgot what is the name and it got 8 Tones. But i only play 3 tones.
After that, got Hi-Tea thinggy somemore. Where all Chingay malay continent gather at i forgot that place name is, but it's at club. It's like Orchid Club like that. Got makan2 and all. Whyy not we go back first, change clothes then go there? Yeapp, we go there by wearing the black clothes thinggy, as you can see the picture at the top there. But, nevermind. Some of us keep saying like "paiseh" (Sorry, i try not to say any singlish word but, idk what else to describe). All of them over there wear nice clothes and we here came with our Kompang, other instruments and that black shirt. When we step in there, one of them suggest us to perform at the stage as well since we dressed like this and with our kompang and instruments. Most of us was like wtff ! I don't even wanna go up there either, sheesh . But we being force and just have to do that request. I was like durrhh ! First time ever that our group perform live infront of peeps. Most of us keep saying that they are scared and what if one of them make a mistake? But nahh, there are one peep that make a mistake anyway(not me). In the end, lot's of people asking for our Group card thinggy as they left the hall thinggy after the programme ended. And 1 guy, asked for the card and give one card to our kompang lead as well. I was wondering what is it and guess what, it's a invitation of Kompang Star whatever it is. He was like soo happy! Well, i just smile but in my mind, gosh, i don't ever wanna join that.

Anyways, i already in love with someone again, probably the same person that i didn't mean to insult her that badly. She have boyfriend, or not, or it's my chance to get her or not, nahh. Of course, i love her very much but i love her as friend also. Besides, we are best friends. I love her, is not just because she is look pretty, but her heart is good as well. Like i said, i only loved the person not just because of their face but in their hearts too. Believe me, it's no use if you like/love someone if she/he is very handsome/pretty. Well, as for her, i have lots of reason why i love her very much. If you had a boyfriend/girlfriend right now, asked yourself, why do you love him/her? Don't just say that because she/he is just pretty. (: It must have a reason as well. Hmm, i just saying but facts.

Awesomee epic evolution :D I know, childish but who cares. I'm 17 going 18 and still watching this, is because we're sexy. Well, this is on Ep 30. There MIGHT not have ep 31 and the rest till last episode. Cuz of the Earthquake/Tsunami hit Japan. Sigh*

Ayee sorry never update for soo long . First, i was lazy of course and in the end, my computer sot D;
First is the Broadband Cable thinggy and after that, is my comp. But nahh, i still can surf to Facebook/eBuddy MSN/Fb from my DSi Web Browser. My sis lappy has been using this open network wireless that she found. Since she put it at outside, i wanna use her comp awhile. She put password at her comp! Soo selfish! You got Apple(MacBook) lappy, i got Pear lappy! >:D Durhh, soo i try to find that wireless from my DSi browser and yeah, i manage it. I thought that the touch screen keyboard will be typing slow but i didnt notice that i still type it fast, abit slow from a normal keyboard. Ekk ! Well, at least my comp is back to normal now. Yesterday afternoon my dad was trying to repair it. I didnt even know that my dad can repair computer. I was beside him looking inside the CPU also. Like bout 30mins looking around, touching this and that, we found out that there is only 1 small problem. *Take it out, wipe it and put it in back* . When we try to switch the comp on, ohh yeahh we did it manx !  Hahah .

Anyway, last week from Friday and 1 week onwards from that day, i thought of just staying at home cuz i will be veryy bad mood and emotional. I just wanted to be alone at home and not going out with friends or talk to my friends on the phone. I was really stressed and superb sad when Friday night as someone was about to leave me in SG after we are just friends for 2 and a half years. That person is She. She has been my good friend. Well, some of you will know who i referring to if you are reading this. She has to go back to her hometown in CA and for bout 1-2weeks time she will return but MIGHT only. She might not coming back in SG, forever. I was like Wtfuckk and stressed, feel like crying and so do she. When early in the morning, Friday at school, i was thinking too much. While waiting for the class door to open, i think that i won't be seeing her around in our school anymore and there it goes my bad mood. I even feel like crying on the spot but i just hold it up. Soo from there, i was veryy quiet, never laugh and talk to someone alot or i guess, never at all. Kinda moody at class and annoyed when my bestie trying to cheer me up. The more you cheer me up, the more i feel like wanna cry. Well, we still did text each other even we are in class but just sneaking. She did keep asking me to cheer up, for her. After i look outside the class window, i did saw her standing there and looking down. Well, from 2nd floor looking at 1st floor.  And i saw that she was like almost crying as her both hands is kinda covering her half of the face from the tears. Just because is see that, i even feel like more crying already. I just look infront and pretend that i never see her.

Hmm i kinda feel abit better like bout 3hours later like that. And i did laugh during class cleaning thinggy cuz of last day of the week. Then afternoon, hangout with some peeps, playing soccer and enjoying myself. Well, i'm really kinda okay from there but when comes to night, wtbitch! The sad feeling comes to me again. She was leaving soon at around 1+ at night. I already did crying bit by bit from my room as i texted her/reading her text. Well, she called me and asked me to sleep cuz her flight was at around 4-5. Soo she was asking me to sleep, but i didnt at the end. What if i overself and all? That would be more stressful and sad for me. I was hearing songs from my room, lying around my bed until around 2, she text me that if i'm already asleep or not, she say her last goodbye and everything. She even typed *crying* at the end. Now i get it, she purposely asked me to sleep first before she left cuz she scared that i can't sleep the whole night, crying. I was like Noo i havent sleep ! Dude, imma miss you like fuck and blah2, until i cry at my room as i was texting her. Yeahh, we both did cry at the end and i got the feeling that i won't stop crying easily and sleep late cuz of that. Few minutes, she called me and said that her flight was delayed. I kinda stop crying and was like Whattt?! She was
quite happy and Weeeee all about at the phone. I was like, are you really sure? Durhh , what if she was just faking me so that i can stop crying and went to sleep? That is what i'm worried about. The next morning, i did text her and yeah, msg delivered. That's mean she is still in Sg. Sheesh. And not just that, we owned up that we are besties at each other since it's MIGHT be the last day to see each other, texted and call(last voice). Yeahh, until now she still in Sg. Flight delayed cuz of the earthquakes and tsunami warning. I was thinking, it's like god is leading me. I'm soo badly don't want her to leave and the strong feeling in my heart. When last Friday afternoon, earthquakes and tsunami hits Japan and it's super strong and warnings everywhere(except in sg). That is the reason of alot of flights delayed including her flight at the end of last minutes. She didn't even really wanted to go and leave sg anyways. And now, we are besties(best friend) cuz we badly owned up at last minute. Hahah ! Friendship TimeLine : Friends -> Enemy -> Ignored each other(After 1 year) -> Friends -> best friends .