Ayee sorry never update for soo long . First, i was lazy of course and in the end, my computer sot D;
First is the Broadband Cable thinggy and after that, is my comp. But nahh, i still can surf to Facebook/eBuddy MSN/Fb from my DSi Web Browser. My sis lappy has been using this open network wireless that she found. Since she put it at outside, i wanna use her comp awhile. She put password at her comp! Soo selfish! You got Apple(MacBook) lappy, i got Pear lappy! >:D Durhh, soo i try to find that wireless from my DSi browser and yeah, i manage it. I thought that the touch screen keyboard will be typing slow but i didnt notice that i still type it fast, abit slow from a normal keyboard. Ekk ! Well, at least my comp is back to normal now. Yesterday afternoon my dad was trying to repair it. I didnt even know that my dad can repair computer. I was beside him looking inside the CPU also. Like bout 30mins looking around, touching this and that, we found out that there is only 1 small problem. *Take it out, wipe it and put it in back* . When we try to switch the comp on, ohh yeahh we did it manx !  Hahah .

Anyway, last week from Friday and 1 week onwards from that day, i thought of just staying at home cuz i will be veryy bad mood and emotional. I just wanted to be alone at home and not going out with friends or talk to my friends on the phone. I was really stressed and superb sad when Friday night as someone was about to leave me in SG after we are just friends for 2 and a half years. That person is She. She has been my good friend. Well, some of you will know who i referring to if you are reading this. She has to go back to her hometown in CA and for bout 1-2weeks time she will return but MIGHT only. She might not coming back in SG, forever. I was like Wtfuckk and stressed, feel like crying and so do she. When early in the morning, Friday at school, i was thinking too much. While waiting for the class door to open, i think that i won't be seeing her around in our school anymore and there it goes my bad mood. I even feel like crying on the spot but i just hold it up. Soo from there, i was veryy quiet, never laugh and talk to someone alot or i guess, never at all. Kinda moody at class and annoyed when my bestie trying to cheer me up. The more you cheer me up, the more i feel like wanna cry. Well, we still did text each other even we are in class but just sneaking. She did keep asking me to cheer up, for her. After i look outside the class window, i did saw her standing there and looking down. Well, from 2nd floor looking at 1st floor.  And i saw that she was like almost crying as her both hands is kinda covering her half of the face from the tears. Just because is see that, i even feel like more crying already. I just look infront and pretend that i never see her.

Hmm i kinda feel abit better like bout 3hours later like that. And i did laugh during class cleaning thinggy cuz of last day of the week. Then afternoon, hangout with some peeps, playing soccer and enjoying myself. Well, i'm really kinda okay from there but when comes to night, wtbitch! The sad feeling comes to me again. She was leaving soon at around 1+ at night. I already did crying bit by bit from my room as i texted her/reading her text. Well, she called me and asked me to sleep cuz her flight was at around 4-5. Soo she was asking me to sleep, but i didnt at the end. What if i overself and all? That would be more stressful and sad for me. I was hearing songs from my room, lying around my bed until around 2, she text me that if i'm already asleep or not, she say her last goodbye and everything. She even typed *crying* at the end. Now i get it, she purposely asked me to sleep first before she left cuz she scared that i can't sleep the whole night, crying. I was like Noo i havent sleep ! Dude, imma miss you like fuck and blah2, until i cry at my room as i was texting her. Yeahh, we both did cry at the end and i got the feeling that i won't stop crying easily and sleep late cuz of that. Few minutes, she called me and said that her flight was delayed. I kinda stop crying and was like Whattt?! She was
quite happy and Weeeee all about at the phone. I was like, are you really sure? Durhh , what if she was just faking me so that i can stop crying and went to sleep? That is what i'm worried about. The next morning, i did text her and yeah, msg delivered. That's mean she is still in Sg. Sheesh. And not just that, we owned up that we are besties at each other since it's MIGHT be the last day to see each other, texted and call(last voice). Yeahh, until now she still in Sg. Flight delayed cuz of the earthquakes and tsunami warning. I was thinking, it's like god is leading me. I'm soo badly don't want her to leave and the strong feeling in my heart. When last Friday afternoon, earthquakes and tsunami hits Japan and it's super strong and warnings everywhere(except in sg). That is the reason of alot of flights delayed including her flight at the end of last minutes. She didn't even really wanted to go and leave sg anyways. And now, we are besties(best friend) cuz we badly owned up at last minute. Hahah ! Friendship TimeLine : Friends -> Enemy -> Ignored each other(After 1 year) -> Friends -> best friends .