Awesome day last Saturday ! Charity Soccer , yeahh . It's my first time ever going there hahahah . I volunteered myself after i heard one of my classmate is going there by bus from school, but need help something too. Well, anything. I'm bored and i wanna have a break from going Kompang . Every Sat/Sun always Kompang until afternoon. It's time for me to take a break from always going Kompang on every Sat/Sun . I wanna go difference places last weekends than just Kompang all the way . Durhh ! And i found it, which is going to Charity Soccer ! Hahahah . I skip on that day, and i wonder who will take over me and how they play if one of Kompang group take over me . I don't play Kompang over there anymore but it's called "tenung" in malay. It's have 8 beat/tones. Yeapp , i'm the only one and upgraded to play that thinggy . Yahh, the first person to use that also since they just brought it . D: But i believe, my abang angkat surely at there and he can take over . Okayy, drop the topic . I'm supposed to talk about Charity Soccer at this paragraph ._. Anyway, Ms Nora said that she only need 5 peeps on the drink/food stall. Cuz too much people already. Afique, Ismail and me decided to take on afternoon shift then . Then we wonder around , watching soccer matches , especially our group team . Or, it's "NT's Team" i guess, i forgot their group name . At least , i did enjoy myself too out there but kinda bored when reach noon . And it's getting even much hotter . Soo yeah , i was slacking my own self behind/inside that stall seller at the back, just seating for awhile . Or quite long , i guess . Yeapp , alone . Blah3 until afternoon , before the event is finishing , some of us went up to toilet to changed clothes. I just follow them , accompany them . And woots, we can shower up there ! I feel like wanna shower when i see them showering . I was feeling hot just now, and i was about to feel the coldness water . Sheesh , i don't care . I don't even have towels . I take off my clothes and i just kinda washing my hair and face xD Soo awesomee feeling after that . I should be bringing towel and extra clothes for me for shower stuffs as well over there . Hahahah . I asked some of them, and they even showered during Sport Fest when the event is held at outside, such as CCAB . Well, i'm gonna bring extra clothes and towels before i go this year Sport Fest . Hahahah !

Okayy where was i just now ? Ohh yahh . I know my abang angkat will take over my place if i didn't come . He kinda always extra and i hate it when he followed us . As halfway i playing tenung , he will pop-out at me and will take over my place as i was playing it . In my mind, i was wtfuck and pissed . I just keep quiet and just follow them from behind . I just stand one place like retards cuz i should be playing my instrument all the way. Thanks to him, i'm pissed of him when he did come . I did asked someone else , that is always recording video of us while playing(our group but not playing). I asked her to help me to carry one extra Kompang for me just incase he wanna take over my instruments as i played halfway. Well, he will did that , ALWAYS. Before i'm retard standing there doing nothing , i will take my Kompang from her and continue playing then .

I kinda hate him now . There is once, i asked him to take over me when comes to Silat part . He just okayy2 but in the end, not even at Silat part , he already take over me . That's really make me pissed . Like Cmon, i'm uniformed with them, but you wearing home clothes . What do you expect people to see an uniform group just standing and watching them playing and do nothing as the others walking towards ? Pissed with him already , too much .

And yeah , last Saturday i thinking of quiting Kompang group already . Syafiq even advice me to quit as well .  

It's been my favorite playing kompang/tenung over there and my awesome friends there too. But too much of me being pissed at their group. First reason is, it's about smoking thinggy. Yeahh , under age peeps over there smoke . Always kinda complain from the Kompang lead before going out there. He let them smoke, but try to hide themself as well when they are smoking. He was kinda pissed . Especially Syafiq mum , his mum saw him 

one of his photo from Kompang pics and he was holding a cigarette. That kompang lead receive her complain and he kinda pissed . Actually , all of us might be scolded too and kinda caught like that. I mean , 1 person gets, the whole entire group will get it even non-smoker like me will get too. 2nd reason , it's because of my abang angkat . Yeahh , you know whyyy and there is no need for me to explain to yall again. That's make me the last day and i don't wanna come down last Sunday and the rest of my life. But few days, i joined them back cuz i miss playing Kompang/Tenung. Nevermind, i will just join back. And of course, i miss the foods over there. 

Alrite , i'm getting make too much new friends in our school already like , seriously . Alot of my awesome friends in school now and i love them than most of my classmates . Nowdays , i always slack with Rick, Maryjoy, Ferris and Katherine . Not just them, but more others at our school, which is after school if we slack at school . Playing frisbee , chill around , laughing and more . They awesomee peeps hahahah . That is the type of friends i always wanted the most in my Secondary School life . Not like most of my classmates,  most of them is "gangster" attitude, with their outsiders "gangster-like" friends , smoking there and here , other class find trouble with them and fight , like DURHH !

Umm by the way , i kinda like this girl already but duhh , nevermind . Just LIKE . But in the end, i kinda love her already . Wtff . I tried not to love anymore girls already . But she grabbed my heart . I was like durhh . We even text each other sometimes . She is kinda sweet and have good and kind heart . But except one thing, and i'm trying to help her out . Well , i will try to forget her feelings but i will like her as friend . If she love me , then i don't know what to say.. :L