Eeekk! Sorry for not update for longgggg time aite? HAHA

I was lazy actually until i forgot that i have blogger.
Few weeks then someone asking me if i got update my blog or not?
I was like eh? Orhh.. nope! Haha But in my mind, yeahh i almost forgot

that i have blog cuz of my laziness till forget. But then same thing lah, lazy again.

Hahas. Now then update lorr.

Hmm long holiday starts uh? Thinking of money flowing in my pocket every 3 days
cuz imma work! And my pay is every 3 days earn $150 or more if overtime. And

get to meet back my work friends, student friends, joking around again with them and 

work together. Especially this 1 old gay bustard guy ._. But nahh, at least he is still funny 

but.. yeah. Ohh and 1 more guy i almost forgot, that always call me "CID". Grr haha. 

Anyway, i heard from Iqmal A. that he is finding a new Job or maybe not cuz our work 

place is closing soon. Yeapp, no more. Wtf. International somemore seh, how come can like

that one? Few days later then i found out, and it was true. Aiyahh! Cannot meet my friends over

there anymore lorr :( Now idk, finding a new job, slack around with friends or Soccer uhh.

Haiiz. If not by now i'm working uhh. 12.59PM now, by that time, we having our lunch, slack around 

haha. Ekk! ._.

Hmmmm.... Bestie, how?! Haha. Yeahh, you know who you are haha. Don't worry larhs, my feelings towards you has fade away but now you just kinda my bestie only. Idk why but just that i have that bestie feeling at you haha. That's why i love you too much last time. :) Hmm, left this girl only that i love left or i will not loving anyone else but i wish i'm like that. Freedom siaa! That i mean is, don't have the love feeling thinggy towards someone like that and not getting hurt, again. But accept this one, it's like already bout 4 months by now and i still can't let her go :( But Helmi, thnx. He is the one who help me and it's really work! And now we just like.. yeahh. Soo common lah you know it. Lol.

Next year we Sec 4 and the "other" Sec 4 already leave.. Okay, good! Know what i'm about to revealed it all to you? Ehemm

Some of you heard from Rain and me that i argue this girl that i like (Sec1-2) rite? Yeapp you know who is that girl is. Soo yeah, blah3, you guys like to disturb her/me whenever we are around. Then when the time next year we Sec 3, some of annoying peeps, "gangster" type like that join in our class rite? If they know it, for sure they will disturb her/me like madd when we around. It will be very worst and you know how are their

attitude is. Even Afique warned me. Then Rain come out with this plan. I was like, yahh2, great! :) Good idea.

And know what? Rain gonna be my FAKE eye witness that he saw me and her argue then we started to ignore each other like that larhs. Then thinking of a place.. Ok, Causway Point near entrance. Rain will said that he and his friend was outside there with their bicycle, abit farr then saw me and her near the entrance kinda argue. 

When the 1st day of School(Sec3), they already started to kinda shouting her name when she is around us with me. Then i just say, whatever like that. From there, Rain started to say that me and her that time holiday argue. He saw it with his friends at outside, at causway point entrance and blah3 like that lah wan fake them only. Then i said yeah, true. Then i said that when at night i online msn, Rain suddenly tell me what happen and i was like HUH?? Then he said that he saw me and her argue outside there blah3. Yeapp, i make story from there to lie them. Rain like yah2 only. But then you all believe and never shout her name anymore? HAHA. Even Rain asking me, they soo believe when they heard this. Soo yeah, they didn't even shout her name, wanna disturb her/me like that when she around. Rain and me just keep a secret. And now the Sec 4 leave, as well she gone too, then i told Afique yesterday when we hangout haha. He then realized that he was soo dumb to think that me and her really meet and then argue like that. HAHA! 

Kayy i should stop here now, type too long uh?

And btw, to this someone, i don't care what race you are and i love you.
It's been 4months but i still can't let go, sorry. :(