Hmm , i'm stress whenever i saw her and thinking about her . Well , i post this because i'm too stress today . I was on my way to Chong Pang to meet Zul and Rain that time , and very lonely in bus . I don't know why i was thinking about this thing .. i straight away feel sad and stress when i keep thinking about it . Haiiz , is it true about what D said to me ? I always think that it is a lie . But , maybe it is true , very true . Ahh , for sure lahh ! If it is very true, then why won't she be honest to say it at me?  Kayy , all i ever wanted was to ask her this question right from the beginning  but , nevermind . And i still wanna asked her that question until now . Sheesh , i wish we both never meet and asking your no. after that damn D sabo me . -_- But without that, we never meet and know each other rite ? In the end , Haiiz.. ;(  I still love you and care for you even we didn't even meet face to face and talk yet , except text messages . All i ever wanted , was to be with you . :] Oh , and 1 more thing, it's was really my mistake when i keep thinking back what Afique told me few months ago when i hangout with him . Yeahh, i really realized it now and i was very >.< But nahh, it was too late by now .

 Aite , gotta chill now but i won't cos i can't . Anyway, tomorrow friday. Need to wear Tie but nahh , our class, like almost everybody didn't wear it. Last week i remember like 3-4 only wear ? But our teacher don't care anymore . Soo i don't wanna wear it then . But i still bring my Tie and put it inside my bag. Standby only larhs, if teacher wanna scold or what, then i will wear it . LOL .

Ouhh by the way , Zul and Rain was talking bout Afique when the 3 of us hangout at Chong Pang . Cos Zul house is at Yishun now, Rain and me was just visiting him and the area over there . Anyway, they say that why Afique called Zul and me gay, is because he is really jealous . Yeah , he is the one who started bout Zul and me was gay . Cos that time i'm with Afique only , we both hangout alot and laugh alot . He is my best friend to me but i'm just keep quiet . Fiq, if you are reading this, then now you know it luhh . Then Zul and me,
we both like very close friend . We seating together mostly . Hmm , can't remember alot , either Zul or Fiq combined the table and chair to seat with me . Soo i was either seating with Zul or Fiq at first . Then i seated between them, one is at left and another is at right . 3 table combine and i'm seating at center . Until few days, he started to called Zul and me gay and started rumors around . Wtheck ? We are just close friend. Just that we both have the same interest, the same thing's that we like to do and so on . Few days ago , Rainn said to me that i hangout with Zul alott than Afique , that is why. SOo he might be jealous .
Duhh , both of them is my close friends . Afique is my best friend to me, just that he didn't know and Zul is just my close friend . Zul and me just have the same things that we like to do , the things that we like , like our interest like that. Kayy , it's just hard to explain it but please, understand . Heyy, i still hangout with you, talk to you alot and accompany you rite ??