Tuesday, June 08, 2010

Well, can't sleep last night. I was thinking of something and it's really sad for me. Yesterday lah, lepak with Afique at night. Talk2 halfway, then don't know why talking about _______. He suddenly ask me that i actually still love that ______. Soo i kinda mad abit whenever he say out her name.. Sheesh, she is already sombong at me and i hate her now. Ohh please.. Then he ask me, what did i say to her or the last words that i say at her? Uhh, nothing lah. I didn't say anything bad about her or something until she become like that okay.. Maybe i didn't msg her for few months because i was angry at her, and that's why she is soo sombong now? She didn't know that i'm mad at her anyway. All i know is that i said these few last words is this.. *blah2*. And after i said to Afique that what i said the last words at her, he become angry and kinda like shouting at me. Uhh what?? Is that wrong if i asked her that?(Nt that ehem lame shit). Hmm, Afique face looks cooled down abit and ask me, why did i said it at her? Unless that i already know her very much like that. Ouhh, okay2 wadever ~ But after hangout with him, when i was walking home, i have been thinking about that.. I guess Afique is right and i'm wrong. Yahh i think it is, for sure. He is soo >.< And yah, guess i'm the one that is wrong at her then. But she is soo sombong at me now, so forget it. What else i can do right? But it's much better if i leave her alone. ;(

Haiiz, i kinda have this feeling when i first time i see her when i'm Sec 2. Yepp i know, and as you all know that i have been like-ing this girl from Sec 1-2. But when Sec 2, i think i like this girl.. Aww, her smile and all, really melting me. Sometimes only i can see her, like passing by or something. I didn't know her name and all. But i just keep it remain secret inside me. Until Sec 3, i accompany Zul to go dentist thinggy, soo i waited outside and seating at table bench there, which is just outside the detention room. Soon, Daniel come and asking me what i'm doing here alone. I was drawing at my sketch book cos of my boredom. Hmm, Daniel called someone, asking for this person number if she have it or not. I looked behind and it was her, just in front of me. Ouhh wow, it's really her. I'm just ignore and continue back to my drawing. Suddenly they soo quiet and i guess that girl already go. Suddenly she shout out her number then daniel like shouting at me that she is giving my number at me. HUH?? WHAT?? I kinda panic. Wtheck.. Ouhh, soo just now you both have been hand signal to each other cos you don't want me to hear eh. And Daniel is just joking with her only about me. But in my mind, i do really want her no. but i don't want to. But soon i asked Daniel, what is her number, again? Hehe. Ouhh yah, and what is her name? O_o Kinda happy when i'm text msg her when hanging out with some of you guys after accompany Zul. Rainn was trying to see who i'm msg to and slowly moving his head to see my hp. Lucky i turn left then i avoid it. Hahah !  Hmm anyway, it's finish. End here.. since she is very sombong at me now.. ;( Kayy forget it, it's best to leave her alone now. Especially some of you guys, disturbing her whenever you see her, saying at her where is me and whatever it is. But seriously, just stop it now okay, she is sombong now.. We both are like stranger to each other now. I even deleted her number cos she is ignoring me. Didn't reply my msg back uh. After few months didn't text msg her.
Duhh, no need to act like she is already change her number, cos my handphone can know if that person receive my msg or not. And she did receive my msg, but didn't reply to me. Kayy larr until you sombong like that, then it's better that i delete your number as well cos you won't reply back to me what. -.-