Right now is Wednesday , 26 Oct , 7:53 in the morning . I'm still awake the whole night , can't sleep . Even i wanted to sleep , there's no place for me to sleep right now . Mum's room not even available . Abit only , wanna complaint . Goshh , might as well i no need to sleep siahh . Wait for my brother & my grandpa to leave their room , then i'll take over my brother's bed . Tskkk . Anyway , i'm applying work at CauswayPoint , Pizzahut . Yeahh , being recommended by my friend , a cousin . He used to work as a washer . I was like WOW . I wanna work like that if i can yahh know . Somemore , it's at Restaurant . Just at the back , washing plates . And you needa be fast or it will jammed . It's the only MOST jobs i can do and no need of face the customers . Just at the back , wash plates , then when enough , send it to the front . I heard that it needa kinda boiled at a hot water first . :B
I have nothing else to say now but , this past few weeks , there's only this girl in my mind that i'm always cared for no matter what , even i get hurt or whatever at the back and it was few months ago . I was trying to forget her feelings actually . But still , i really LOVE her and cared for her . Even if i like other girl for some reason , but still , she will always the most i cared for than the other girl . Tskk . I just wish if i could just be with her , forever . We're difference races , i knoww , but still , i really love her and cared for her . Yeahh , you know who i'm referring to after you read that line . Yeapp2 . But will she love me back ? I don't think soo . Haishh .. ):
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Heyyaa~
Sorry that i didn't update for a long time. I was very lazy. The time now is 1:44AM in the morning & i can't sleep. Currently using my laptop. Since i have anything else to do, might as well i update my blog. And yeahh, i was really busy during my school days. And also, i thought that i've found someone that i like but turn out that she's with the other guy at the end. Thanks alot ehh, my bestie and his girlfriend for hiding it from me all this time. You know, both of you should tell me super early, before my feelings for her develop more, bit by bit, even we didn't even talk to each other before. If she's attached at the first place, should just tell me at the begining. Duhh. And also, i thought that she was chinese and try not to like her. Love At First Sight, yahh know? Kay good. I really like her smile and all when the first time see-ing her. But what's about her? I don't even know more about her.
But nevermind, i'll never find my love, like seriously. Every girl i met, is always attached, reject me or choose the other guy, instead of me at the end. I've been hurt quite alot but soo what? I'm used to it. Like seriously, i ain't gonna go for another one and try not to fall in love with another girl. Every girl i like/love, i will never get it back at the end and get hurt. It always like this and i'm really used to it. But currently, i really love this girl, a chinese, for over 4months+ but by now it should be 5month or more? I have even greater feelings for her than
the other or any girl i met. I just don't know why i can't forget her feelings. Seeing her smile, laugh, happy that excite me, will even make me happier. Especially when she's with beside me. Besides, it's the final year to see her Dance, playing Piano and any talents that she have. ):
Sorry that i didn't update for a long time. I was very lazy. The time now is 1:44AM in the morning & i can't sleep. Currently using my laptop. Since i have anything else to do, might as well i update my blog. And yeahh, i was really busy during my school days. And also, i thought that i've found someone that i like but turn out that she's with the other guy at the end. Thanks alot ehh, my bestie and his girlfriend for hiding it from me all this time. You know, both of you should tell me super early, before my feelings for her develop more, bit by bit, even we didn't even talk to each other before. If she's attached at the first place, should just tell me at the begining. Duhh. And also, i thought that she was chinese and try not to like her. Love At First Sight, yahh know? Kay good. I really like her smile and all when the first time see-ing her. But what's about her? I don't even know more about her.
But nevermind, i'll never find my love, like seriously. Every girl i met, is always attached, reject me or choose the other guy, instead of me at the end. I've been hurt quite alot but soo what? I'm used to it. Like seriously, i ain't gonna go for another one and try not to fall in love with another girl. Every girl i like/love, i will never get it back at the end and get hurt. It always like this and i'm really used to it. But currently, i really love this girl, a chinese, for over 4months+ but by now it should be 5month or more? I have even greater feelings for her than
the other or any girl i met. I just don't know why i can't forget her feelings. Seeing her smile, laugh, happy that excite me, will even make me happier. Especially when she's with beside me. Besides, it's the final year to see her Dance, playing Piano and any talents that she have. ):
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