Heyy, imma quick update now. Needa go out soon, veryy soon. Probably after i update. Going out with who? Lepakk with my new awesome group & we named ourself, Gerekians. It was some of T1 friends, their Primary school friends. Kayy, Shahrul invited me to lepakk and soo i just come down. Soo i met some strangers from there but they're seem nice. I likeeee~ Some of them, i know but the rest, i don't know. I remembered, it was Teachers day, at night. There is where i met them. Andd up until now, i've been lepak with them.

Last 2 days was a bad day at the end when lepak with them at our usual place, Hall there. Few of them wanted to chase me and knock me down. I realllyyyyy like it alot because i was boredom and just wanna have fun. What will they do if they manage to stop and knocked me down? I don't think i wanna tell it here. :b
Well, they tried their best but still, can't make it. I've been running there and here, avoid their attacks,moves and spear. It was really fun ttm i tell you! Even they once manage to trap me down but almost, i manage to reflect it back and escape. From there, they all seems tiredd and give up awhile. I was like, Noooo ~ ): LOL-ed! It was really fun for me to do that. When we're relaxing, a girl, someone Ex over here too, wanna have a walk around. Soo we're all like, okaaay. And soon, they started to try chase me down, again. Whee ~
Halfway when we relaxing awhile, she suddenly come back and running, collapse at the hall and keep on breathing in and out quickly. Like, exhausted. All of us was like wondering andd if she is okaay. We talked to her, and she did cried abit and point to something. There's someone was actually chasing her. After one of my friend heard it, he don't give chance and wait, he just run as fast as if F1 Car where she pointed the area at. Followed by 1 more guy. I just took my watch, handphone and wallet, then followed by me~ But i didn't run or jog, i was really tiredd. 

Saw them standing at one spot after that. I asked them if they manage to get them but, nope. He let them escape first because there's 2 and meanwhile before that, he was the only one. Should be tall guy cuz i heard that they was riding a motorbike. And we're wondering whyy they stop chasing her after she almost reach at the Hall, where all of us are. They must be know that we usually over there and that must be why they stop chasing her when she almost reaching us at hall. I feel not satisfied after that. Wahh, they chase her until like that, trying to hurt her or something but then, don't wanna showed up at the end. I was like wtff ~ I rather ask them to try chase me down instead of my friends. To slow them down and they can kick their butts! Cheyy .__."  Kayy, imma going out now to meet them aites ~ Andd yeahh, it seems like as if we got a group costume too. All of us always wear a black shirt or full black when lepakk. Hehss ((:

Ohh by the way, how would you feel when the person you like/love, waiting for him/her for a veryyy long time
and halfway, the other guy/girl snatch it away from you even though that guy/girl just know him/her for a veryy short day than the person who is waiting for him/her. )): .l.

And yeahh, few days ago, i can't believe that i was actually on the phone with the girl i like last time for over 4months. That should be "Love" already rite? Hehs. Some of you might know who i'm referring to. Well actually, it was late night but not that late night, i really can't sleep at all. Soo i was lonely at living room, fb-ing, appstore and what so ever. Then, i randomly chat with some friends i know at facebook, including her. Well, it start with a normal chat and i was just asking whyy never sleep like that. Soo halfway, she just went offline. And few minutes, she texted me. It was soo rare for her to text me, cuz we didn't text each other for quite looongg time ago already. Soo slowly, i asked her to call me instead of texting. Besides, i'm using Happy Starr prepaid. If whoever don't know what that include, google it and you'll know why. I was expecting that it's soo gonna be a short call cuz we're quite speechless at each other but when chat/text, yeahhh. LOL-ed. But then, we're been talking like 1hour++, up until 3.34 like that, where she can't take it anymore. Her eyes was closing while talking to me. LOL. Soo yeahh, she should goo to sleep instead. Got school later on somemore. But for me, no need to worry. I'm always hyper at night that sometimes i can even awake the whole night and goo to school with just a small sleepy in me. Andd yeahh, someday she MIGHT be inviting me as well to go to the place where i wanted to goo soo badly. I thought that she will be with her friends but then, she told me that she's always alone goo buy. And i wanted to go there badly too, for the first time. And it's somewhere far. Soo yeah, she'll be inviting me as well to come along but don't know when. :B 

5.45 AM noww in the morning. Couldn't sleep at all already, i guess. Yesterday, i was really tired at the end until i went to bed early. Andd now, i'm awake. Just feeling abit drowsy & will went back to sleep again. I was boredd, soo yahh. Currently using my iPhone to type it out. 

Soo long i never update uhh.. I just feel lazy, that's all. Hmmm all i can say is, alot of sad feelings i have for the past weeks & days. I'm really tired of this already as it hurt me very badly. Yeahh uhh, she had mixed feelings. Between me & "him". That "him" is actually my Primary school friend. He's currently in ITE. How he met her? It was the day when Semb pri Carnival we meet. Then we bumped into her as we passby at block. From there, it was the day he met her & my day first time lepakk with her also. My friend even can whispered at me, if she's single or not. 

At first i didn't like her at all but she's kinda a good friend to me after we started texting each other. But now, i realised that she was actually after me. Soo yeahh, from there she followed us all the way, after my friend ask her to come along. After he went back home, it left me & her only at a chair there where we last seating together, waiting for Bus. In my mind, imma goo speechless for sure. But, she kept talking at me & i somehow didn't stop talking too. As if we already know each other for soo long already. We talked, laugh & even give me homework. To find out who's the person she referring to. Well, don't under restimate a "detective". Not even 1 week, i already figure it out. Anyway, from there is where i started to like her, bit by bit. Even send her home as well. 

I was shyy to say that i like her but my best friend help me instead. But it was already too late after few days. She pick someone else that was into her as well & attached. I was really heart broken at the end, Emo-ing the next few days. Then started to hate that guy. Somemore
he's a good friend of mine too. But when it comes to girls, tskk.. Like every month keep on change girl. She was one of them already uhh. Like 2-3 days he already get that girl soo easily. 

Well, i was really have a mixed feeling too on that day. But slowly, i choose her at the end, until now. But then, something bad happened, not even a month yet. Soo yeahh, they broke up.  Then now, i still really into her but ended up mixed feeling with me & my friend. We're both given 1 month for her to think & comfirm which person she wanna choose. But really, i don't think she'll pick me for sure.