Hey yozxc.. it's Wednesday now. Yeahh, finish my prelim 2 already. The most epic me during the exam is, i was sleeping during my Math paper 1. LOL-ed. I didn't really sleep well last night before that paper, and while i'm doing the question, it's making me even more sleepy. I even skip bout 2-3 question cuz i don't wanna stare at the paper and waste time. Didn't really skip uhh, i'll just do that question again when i finish the whole paper. But, after the whole paper ended, i wanna rest my head awhile. But then, i fall asleep instead. For 1hr+ .__. When i wake up, before that, i feel like my body was kinda shaking, as if someone is pushing me rapidly to wake me up but, no one. Even Rick behind me was just awake after i wake up. That's what i heard from him. And by the time i wake up, i was wondering whyy some of the peeps paper gone to? Few minutes, a teacher came beside me and wanna collect my paper. I look at the time, wthh? And yeah, some of my classmates were laughing cuz there's something on my forehead. At first, i thought they're laughing because i just wake up, blur2. But after at outside, some of them say that my forehead got something. It's like ink but red colour. It look almost like a triangle like that. "Woii, you illuminati or what sia? Hahah". I was like what?? *Quickly wiped* . Huhh ? Before i rest on my table, there's nothing red ink or something on my table than just a plain front paper. Some of them say that maybe it's my watch. Do my watch have any red colour or triangle shape? Duhh. I was resting at my arms, not with my watch on top of it.
Fasting month, veryy siann lehh. Soo boring, cannot eat or drink but need to wait for break fasting. Siann laa.
Then at afternoon, i'll just sleep if i'm at home and if no one inviting me out. If they invite me earlier, the better. The later, then bye2. Asleep already. Then Celebrate National Day at school. Alot of my classmates never come uhh! Even the class is empty when the time is at around 7.18 like that. Meanwhile, 1 more of my classmates also just arrived. Since no one, Rick and me just walk around, look at parade square and all uhh. But then, few more just came to school. Like 6-7? Duhh.
Yahh know, now days i actually easily downed when it comes to love. Yeahh, i still love that girl in the end like, veryy. Even when in class when teacher is teaching, sometimes i cannot concentrate well in class. Thinking bout her while listening to teacher is really hard. Until i even lost where am i. That time when during english lesson, slowly2 i cannot focus well, until i'm widely lost, i just kinda put down my pen, hug my bag & just look at front. I just can't do it anymore. After all finish, i'll just lend Rick paper & copy . :L
Somemore, she's Chinese & i'm Malay. Idkk if difference religion can be together or not. There's once, i like a Malay girl like finally, forget bout that Chinese girl in exchanged for that Malay girl. But in the end, someone else took her. ): Then slowly like bout a week, i fall for that Chinese girl again.. I didn't really mean to love her. Cuz of the "incident" she did at me, when there's no one else ever did that to me. You imagine, when ou have crush on someone, that guy/girl did something good at you like.. idkk. *BUT NOT EHEMM STUFFS AITES* . Anyway, she once did that to me , where a girl didn't to that to me before. Somemore before that happened, in my mind when i first time see her, i feel like i'm liking her for no reason. I don't even know her at all yet. I just love her smile & all. After that, something happened & i feel touched, being loved. The "ultra" feelings for her. I got the feeling that it will only happened for awhile, for sure. It's not really a big thing. Even when at night, i still got the strong feelings towards her. I feel like Urghh ): I text my bestie then after that, and he told me to "relax" ~.~ Well yeahh, up until now, many months have passed, i still love her. I heard from my other bestie that she's attached actually. Bout last month ago.. i guess i will still waiting for her.. it's hard to let her go and move on, than just treating her as normal friends. I mostly like it when she's smile.. During National Day Celebrations at school when at hall, after she pop-out with her CCA friends, i was quite starting at her for awhile, look other way then stare again, all over again. It's just.. >_< She's look really beautiful on that day (':
This song, is for you. ((':
