Woohh!! Singapore win the soccer match! Well, i didn't even watch the soccer match anyway. I was in my room from bout 8.20 until now(11.04pm). I'm just lying around my bed, listening to music & randomly play my iPhone games when i'm bored. If i fall asleep, that would be much better. Ans of course, facebook-ing like every 20mins. Had my first 2 paper for prelim 2 in the hall today. Thought that the whole school was having it too but i was wrong. The first paper i had is MT Malay. Kinda okayy2, i guess. Then went to canteen for break before having our next paper, English paper 2. I was wondering around then seat with Shahrul at the end. He soo lonely. He was eating while fb-ing at his iPhone. Idz uhh, keep kacau him at his profile. Loled. Then Firaz look weired. Ohh, he's sick. After few minutes then i notice that he was actually putting a pack of ice at his forehead. It look scary to me as how sick it is. I'm quite pity him by looking him like that, seriously. ):

Had my english paper 2 after that. Quite okayy also uh.. I even read the passage twice. Lol-ed! After that paper, can goo home already. But not all, some only. Some of them got MT Oral later at 2~ at afternoon uhh. Mine is next week, Monday. I did accompany my bestie & some of the rest. We went to SunPlaza Mac to have our lunch & wifi. I guess i'll be eating just a burger. But when got the lunch offer thingy, okayy set! Lol-ed. Then went back to school, slack at canteen. I was soo bored, until i'm being random, by singing one of the malay song, Mahir Zain :D boredom uhh ! Then saw Ahhzee . Rick shouted her name, she look around but never know where the voice came from :b we're at canteen yoo !

After they left, no one else to accompany them, i went home straight after that. & meanwhile , stomach pain x.x Anyway, my precious bestie, is just my normal friend. I don't have any love connection to her. She's just, a friend kay? It's a veryy long story until how we became best friend this yearr, until alot of bad & sad things we're been through. Most of yall may be hating her last year, in the past until now. But she's seriously changed, totally. I don't wanna post the story, again and i'm tired. I'm currently using iPhone. If yall wanna know the full story from the begining, just come to me, and i'll tell you if you wanna understand why i don't really hate her & how we became best friend at the end. ((:

Soo long never update. Lol-ed. Few days only uhh. I was very lazy manzxc! This past few days, i even didn't switch on comp much, that's why. I even lazy update from my iPhone. Hmm kayy, let's start from the begining?
Last Saturday, visiting my old Primary School, which is Semb Pri. The rest of my old classmates totally forgot uh! Only my old friend classmate, Raihan, remembered. Ohh, & 1 more person also. But sadly, she's in Malaysia. I've text some of them but no reply. In the end, it's just Raihan & me only went. Actually, i forgot about it too. My form teacher, Mdm Raudah, was over there after what she posted at Facebook in the morning. Ohh, it's actually today?! Soo that is where i started to called Raihan. Wahahahah :b We met at Jelutung CC there, before we went in. I was there at first & i don't know whyy he took so long. I thought that he probably will be coming from Sembawang MRT. Soo i walk straight there, & decided to seat at this looonnggg green chair thingy. Where the old CC LAN used to be over there(Now is at Jelutung CC). I was quite shocked to notice that there were a Wireless@SG on sucha this area. LOL-ed! What else, i'll just use that uhh. Can Whatsapp for awhile to text Raihan.

The first thing when we entered the school, we miss alot of things. Starting at Trophies. Walk towards the school canteen, wahh! We even miss it more uh! & yeahh, there's a BIG fan at the top canteen already uhh. Kinda save money, than having more fans hanging at the top. Might as well buy 1 BIG HUGE fan at the top for all of the canteen will do. Looking at the stalls, most of them is still alive while some others already flyy where, idkk. That Mee Soto/Mee Rebus stall is alive. LOL-ed! Soo legend! Back to walk outside before going other places, i met Shaharis! Out of no where uh! With some of his friends. At first, i saw him from kinda far, but not soo far. Soo i asked Raihan to stop awhile, then look front back, he gone. Suddenly, he like out of no where appeared infront of me. Ohh HII! Says me. I kinda blurr back then. Soo fast lost sight of him.
Then soon, he needa go with his friends. Anythingg uhh, while i needa go with my old friend too. & yeahh, Raihan & Shaharis know each other. Wahhh! :B

Well, we miss alot of things over there. Our classroom. & , WATERCOOLER ! Wahh , soo small already sehh ! Lol-ed !! Actually, it was us that is growing taller! :b Went up to the hall, but the hall was closed! Damn it! We really miss our school hall manzxc! Then no where else to go, Raihan wanna do his business at outside school. As we walk out from our school, the longgg way walk, if i'm not wrong, i saw Ahhzee passing by, cycling. Waitt.. is that really you? My eyesight is not really good from far, of course. Texted her after that. But then, forget it. Already saw her & she's seating over this block, where Raihan wanna be at. Talk, Talk & Talk until Raihan wanna go buy drink, he asked her to come as well, than leaving lonely. I know how he felt. All the way, we lepak together uhh, until Raihan left us halfway & lepak with AhhZee till evening, when she got to go. :B Went to Shahrul house after walking her home. Quite close only. :B & Firaz was over there too. Out of no where when Shahrul big bro reach home, he told me that he saw me, with a girl. Duhh. We're just friends, soo don't be mistood. We were watching TV, while Shahrul was showing some cool stuffs at his iPhone at me. Andd, in 26secs, MY already scored! Wahh! Even Shahrul big bro already said earlier that SG don't think can win. LOL. Soo fast score. But in the end, SG win right? (Y).

The next day, went to SSC in the morning. Celebrating friends birthday, Sabb. Not suree if i wanna go or not, seriously. Cuz i don't have any presents to give. I don't usually like to go friends birthday without bringing any presents. But in the end, AhhZee saved me, said that we share presents. But to make sure i'll come too. Okayy uhh, that will do. Met her in the morning first, then went to SSC together yoo! & the presents for her, seriously, look cool. Yeapp, she ownself make it. Awesome! If you're reading this, that thing you make is quite good! (Y) Then went to Hui Sushi. Correct right? Hui Sushi? :B Anyway, first time ever entered a restaurant like that. LOL-ed. Went to Splash park after that but AhhZee scared of Caterpillar. Duhh, me keep on courage her to just come in. Kayy, normal thing, Chill there, talk2, smile2, laugh2 (Y) also halfway, AhhZee needa went home first after that. In my mind, feel like accompanying her home as well, then i'll went home too. Just a few minutes only then finish already uhh. Everyone needa went home. But in the end, i think i should but it's too late. Nevermind. Chillax with them, then went home with Azfar. We walk back (Y).

Picture taken at a CC, i forgot. It's High-Tea, bout Chingay thingy. Before that, 

we happened needa to perform at the stage with damn alot of people T.T Because, we all just

finish our undangan & head over there. Since we dressed like this, they request us to perform our songs as well. Sheesh .______. 

Last week, also wondering whyy no Kompang thingy. I miss the FOOD, Enjoyment & MONEY ! But mostly, i'm there for Food :b It's my favorite. Ohh, & sing too. Quite fun uhh! But i can't sing that loud, or i will kinda cough & feel like wanna vomit. My throat uhh :/ Well, but i guess it's best not to have it at last week, cuz i wanna go friend birthday party(Y). My friend & me wondering if this week got or not uhh. I miss Food :B I don't usually play Kompang but it's "Tenung". Got 8 beats if i'm not wrong but i'll only play 3 beats. But in the bus when i'm bored, i will randomly played any-oh-how! :b But nahh, mostly i will put my earpiece on & listen to music.

Ohh, & i miss Chingay ~

 Sleeq ~

Wahh few days already never post. Hehs. Wanted to post but my internet connection wireless very slow. Alot of my family using wireless duhh. Then me, can't even get in because of the
. But now, finally can. I don't think i have much to say now~
But ya know, the girl i love out of no where heard that she's crying at outside. Probably outside her class. Being scolded by teacher. I was alert by my bestie, when i was playing soccer during my recess. Sayy that got bad news. I thought what thing but then, she's crying. "huhh?!?" duhh. I wish i can go over there but i just simply can't leave the court yet cuz i will get scolded for sure. In the middle of the match manzxc. Now then my bestie know that i really care for her? Duhh!

As P.E finish, i wanted to come over but mg bestie requested not to go as to let her rest, leaving her alone. Okayy fine.. After eating, i still wanna go over there but same thing, he won't let me. But then last min we go together, with one of our friend. We're just passby but didn't see her around. Wahh! Walk slowly while looking at the window, still nope. When at night, i just found out that she's been in the toilet, lock herself in there for 3 periods. I was like wtheckk! Hope that she won't do anything stupid stuff such as cutting her wrist. I mean, slash. I was worried bout that earlier when recess. Well, at least she's okayy now. Went to canteen to see her after school also. But nevermind, too many friends crowded around her .__. Kayy uh, imma off my browser now & relax at my room till i fall asleep or listening songs. It's 11:48 now uhh. I'm usually hyper at night. :B

I'm using my iPhone to post now. Hehs, like that also can uh. I was giving it a try but wow, can work. I guess when i'm lazy to use computer, i'll just update from my iPhone browser uhh.

Well anyway, i could'nt sleep yesterday late night. My beloved cat, the same thing, hang outside my house there. Just wanna get some sleep. The cat is somehow is still awake. I just open my door and play with the cat. Just seating near my door only uhh. Like bout 1hour, the cat slowly fall asleep already at outside. How i do that? Don't do anything will do. Slowly the cat closed her eyes. Went back to my room, do nothing than just stare at my top wall while lying down on my bed.

Alright, the next day, something small that feel like making me wanna cry. After i get ready myself for school, i was packing my bag. Putting back the books inside. As i picked up the css booklet thinggy, a small piece of paper just drop from inside that booklet. It's a piece of blank paper with "insertname" name with it. Aiyahh, it's Sammy as her nick name. The full name? Bluekk! Anyway, i already forgot bout thag piece of paper inside that booklet. Totally forgot. I was once really love her. As you know, she was the one that changed me at the back. If not, i dont think i'll be smiling more at outside. As she talk to me on the phone, to just smile than my normal look. Must look happy. As you see me always smile and at my picture. When she saw me, she usually smile, wave or both at me. But sometimes i'll just nod abit like that. That's why she asked me to just smile back at her next time. Not just for her but, to all my friends too. It's just embarrest for me to do that. I dont know whyy but, yeahh. The next day, i did smile at her back. Slowly, i syarte to random smile or just wave if i saw my friends passing by me. ThAt's why. Hehs.

And as i've told you before, when she gonna go back to her country back and might not coming back, you just don't know how i really feel and how much i cried at my room alone at late night before her flight wanna take off. I even feel like not sleeping the whole night, crying. Even before that, at school, early in the morning i already feel no good cuz i thinking if when she's not here anymore in this school. But as you know, the flight delayed cuz of the disasters. I don't think i'll be smiling if she really leave and never come back. Well, i dont love her anymore but the friendship feeling is still remain in me. Without her over here, i'll be super sad and for sure just emo, keep quiet and prefer to be lonely. We're just bestfriends to each other now. She got a boycriend already anyway. But nahh, i dont love her anymore but the strong friendship towards her is still with me. Kayy, should stop here now. Feel like crying when i typed bout few lines already.. And honestly, i even cried abit before leave my room. My mom kinda saw me from my eyes and asked if i'm okay. I'll just say yeahh, why? Ohh, just now uh.. Got small dust, then i shoo, went into my eyes, thats why my eye like that uh . Lol-ed. Perfect lie story to my mum uh.. She just diam only. Thought that it's bout love matter.

Ohh hii. So long never update uh. Lol-ed. Eversince sportfest, the day after. Yeapp, i have no time to update few days after that and slowly, i'm getting lazy. Until i almost forgot that i have blog. Someone just reminded me cuz, they asking why my blog dead already. Orhh, lazy ahh. Lol-ed. Well, many things had happened, sad things happened, love things & a lot more.

The last month, 1month holiday thinggy, i did alot of nothings but usually went out to Sun Plaza hardcourt there to meet my awesomeness friends & Frisbee-ing. They will always there, everyday without fail. Lol-ed. This is keep on continuing until the end of month holiday. The last 3 days i finally get to go out of Singapore! Went to Cameron Highland manzxc! Quite cold over there somemore uhh. And i'm being forced to go there soo, no choice. But nevermind, i wanna get out of Singapore for awhile, that's why. Boredd. Passport also just make, soo i'll just go. And same thing, i can't even sleep at the bus like almost the whole night already while on the way to my destination. I'm usually quite hyper & awake at night, that can even make me awake the whole night also can. In the bus, i only sleep like about 1hour and i was awake the whole night, from bout 2.30 all the way until morning when the sun rises. What did i do the whole night at the bus with long hours? Listening to songs, making the chair like bed mode, then starting at the sky with lots of beautiful stars & think of someone. That is where i fall asleep for bout 1hour and awake the whole night. The bus drive kinda fast, until it even reach at 4.00AM in the morning. But cannot go up yet cuz it's too dark and we reached too early.
We rested at a.. erm.. this place where relaxing or what. Hard to explained. Got sell foods and all uhh. Some of them are at outside while some others at the bus, relaxing/sleeping. We have to wait till bout 6.30 then can go up. And wanna know why? No lights, that's why.

Anyway, what i've learn from that place is, full of strawberries thinggy, the other place is also full of Cameron tea thinggy. Lol-ed. There is even strawberries chocolates selling at most shops. I was quite random after that

cuz wanna see what they sell. I randomly picked a small packet of chocolate & eat. Quite nice, soo the other shop that i pass by, i took another big packet of Chocolate for the someone that i love, since she really like chocolate. Another things is i buy a keychain to some of my friends. Ermm actually, my besties & the person i love. I don't carry much money soo i can't buy a lot.. 

When the school starts, i was wondering how i wanna give the Chocolate & a keychain to someone that i love, cuz i was quite shyy. Always. The first thingg is Keychain, i asked my bestie to help me to gave it to her. 

But the chocolate, i'm not sure yet cuz she is with friends meanwhile. Like veryy paisehh duhh. When walk away halfway, i will surely feel regret if i don't gave her chocolates since i have brought it from far just for her. Soo turn around, bestie also wanna help me with that but, i refused & try to gave it to her face to face. But i asked my bestie to be beside me as well uhh. As i walk towards her to give, i was kinda feel like stunned & wondering whyy i'm doing this with the shyness with me. There's no way to turn back now cuz somehow i think her friends saw me. As i was about to tap her, her friends already told her that i was approaching her & then turn back. ERRMM... i forgot bout this. Hehs.. 1 of her friend already snatched it away from her after i gave her cuz like kinda greedy like that. Wow, scary. Lol-ed. Soo i asked them to share to them as well. And guess what, bestie left me alone at the front when i gave it to her. He was laughing & said that i was cute when 

gave it to her cuz of my shyness. Haishh .___. Yeahh manzxc, thanks alot for that. 

Have yall wondering why i have been using the same Pen, the pen that always with me at my pocket for uniform & Top P.E hanged there? It was that someone i love, ever gave it to me. Uhh, i don't know why she gave me that but, i'll just take it. She was using that pen at first. After finish, she just throw it to me. I mean, at the table, sliding towards me. I was like Huhh? Uhh, then i'll just take it uh. Well, it was the only & first thing ever that she gave it to me uh. Nowdays i have been using that pen all the way, putting at my top pocket when not in used and hanged at my top P.E. If i lost that pen, i swear you, i will be pissed & sad manzxc! And also, that pen also quite nice to write & for spinning. Lol-ed. 

Haishh.. every night, she usually will texted me & started a conversation. But one day, suddenly everything changed. I don't know why. Even i texted her, she won't reply. Soo for few days or like a week she didn't text me nor each other. I felt hurt, as if i did something wrong until she didn't wanna text me? I don't know. Every night, when the time comes, i always kept my phone with me or even kinda stare at it. I was wondering if she would text me. But still, nope. Haiishh. But nah, it's okay now. But at outside, we're still normal as friends. I was thinking if i got did something wrong that she might be angry at me or something. Sometimes she 

would randomly text me uh. Ehh kay, i should stop here already laa! Got alot more other things to type but i guess i type too long now. I spend like bout 20mins already uh.. 11:46PM now, imma sleep. Nahh, i wanna read book. Can't sleep manzxc!