Well yeah, SportFest yesterday. Kinda fun, not quite bored. I 

thinking that i don't wanna participate at any sports thinggy. But i'll just join

if there is not enough players. And for sure, it's Soccer. But then not just that, even

FloorBall too. I was uhh ? Kayy uhh, since we're not enough players, i'll join. Next is Soccer. Ouhh,

yall asked me to join too, is because yall wanted me to be Goal Keeper right? Hehs, anything. I just love 

when the ball coming towards me, high or low, fast or slow, i will just gonna reflect it back with my hands/arms. It's fun for me. Wahahahah. The first match when my opponent wanna score, i was happy cuz i was very bored standing at the back there uh. Like C'mon, at least for once? LOL. I used my right leg to reflect it back, and i didn't really mean to reflect it hardly back to the right sight, which is out already by then. But, lucky didn't hit at people uh. The ball was quite high. Then the back of me, where people sitting/standing there watching us playing, already shouted "wahhh!". LOL-ed. The first and 2nd match win by, scoring a penalty. The score was 0-0. Lucky the 1st match i saved the ball by reflecting back uh. If not, haishh .

 Well, the first Soccer match i watched is the Sec1/2. Yeahh, i saw that the girl i like is in there playing. Soo i was standing there with Rick, watching/supporting. And yeahh, she was goal keeper. Well, her class win anyway, thanks to Syahirah scoring. Squirrel power ! Hehss. After 1 match, i straight away chiong to Multi-purpose hall, to be with my classmates to watch Floorball. Cuz after they brief us, i needed to go multi-purpose hall with my classmates but just because i saw that the girl i like is in Soccer court, playing soccer, i'll just stop by and watch awhile lorr . Lol-ed.

Anyway, she run quite fast at running track, until my classmates even support her by shouting her name, which is at her back of her shirt. Before that, Rick called me and asked me to come to Multi-purpose hall, cuz our other friend is playing Floorball. I was like uh ? But *insertname* is running lahh, wait lahh..! After she finish running, i chiong to multi-purpose hall. By the time i come, they just finished and just walked out. I was like, Heheh.. 

Well anyway, longg time i didn't post/update my blog eh? I was being lazy. :B And yeahh, alot of things, LOTTS of bad things happened.. Being hurt, ignored & more.. Well, everyday at night & morning i'm always being felt hurt. The girl i like, usually always texted me at night & morning me in the morning, mostly every weekdays when getting ready for school. But now, everything changed.. I just don't know why but i wished to know whyy. & now, i feel like i'm annoying her when i text her. Soo, i won't text her anymore, unless she text me. Weeks have pass, & i kinda feel abit better now. I gave up on her, but i still LOVE her. I hate her for what she done to me, getting this hurt feeling at me but i don't hate her for being my friend. ((: Yeapp, i still like her, being my friend but i just hate her for giving me hurt feelings towards her, that's all. 

I really love you at the beginning just because you're damn pretty. Now i'm really love you as friend & turn out to be bestie at the end. Cuz you always be here when i'm down. If someday you really needa leave here, forever just like that day, i won't be smiling again easily & i don't think others can cheer me up that easily, just like that day. 

I love my bestfriends , especially YOU. ((:




Well, it's exam season right now. It's soo sian but can go home straight away after exam. The first paper(Tues), already sleepy in class uhh.
It's MT, my top worst enemy subject! I don't even have enough time for that paper. It's only 30mins. But lucky, i managed to finish it & it's last bout 10mins. No time to take a nap as well. Then 2nd paper after break , English P1. Hmm okay2 lah, normal. Same thingg, kinda not enough time & no time to nap as well. The teacher uh, never say "You have 10mins left" like that. Out of no where, suddenly the teacher said "Put your pens down". In my mind, i was wtheck! And just hentam the last question of MCQ. Well, lucky it's last question. What if like bout 5 or more questions haven't done yet? Wahh!


Anyway, i make a new friends already uhh. Was chill with Rick after exam and met his friends. Today, met them with Rick and slack awhile at SSC. I was soo badly wanted to buy the new chapter book at Popular. Before that, we met JiYong at foyer and went to SSC together. He wanted to go LAN and Rick & me going to SSC. Soo we go together and ride the SSC shuttle bus. We accompany him to LAN awhile & of course, we don't allowed to play but we can still come in, chill, talk2. Well, soo long i never see those LAN owners. JiYong.. just wearing P.E can play LAN already. Duhh. Seating there, talk2 to them and shooo, off to SSC. Meet our new friends, slacking there until Popular shop is opened. Wheee ! Finally get to buy the book, at LAST! And meanwhile, my dizzy is getting wider & wider but i try to tahan longer but, sorry, imma head home. But ended up at Rick house watching a movie that i haven't watched yet.
Evening, slacking again at Admiralty with Rick cuz his mum and her friends is coming along at my food court eat. Soo we ride her mum car as well when i'm going home. Put my bags at home, and the kitchen is empty. (Y) Changed clothes and go down to meet him & slack. & again, met them and slackk ~ 


Had Math Paper 1 today and it's HARD! Well , not all. But some questions i do that looks easy, will for sure be wrong as well. The paper setter is not our subject teacher that teach us, but the T1's teacher teach. Nahh , Paper 2 of course will be our subject teacher that will do Paper 2. Soo, go do revision & what our math subject teacher teaches us ! Goodluck yall ((:

Alright , my "Full Story of My Life Time In Primary School"

During Primary 1-3, everyone is nice person to me but everything changed when P4, slowly. As when reach P6(First Year), most of their attitude already changed. Well yeahh, started to smoke & all, but i just, diam. I once followed them where they always wanted to go to after school before remedial class start, leaving their school bags at the canteen and off to outside. And there is where i know, they went to a block, a staircase, then Smoke. It's kinda, Haish. Even almost all of my classmates, their attitude is damn worst. Skipping the lessons that they don't like, by running outside the back door of the class, before the teacher enters. Especially MT lesson. Yeahh, they always did that. With their attitude like that, i don't think i can help them at all. Soo i just ignore them and just go do whatever they like. In meanwhile, i have 2 awesomeness friends. They're good, and not like them. And of course, close friends of the year. We're usually together sometimes after school. And yeah, i do really miss them and i can still remember their faces. Sadly, i can only know 1 of their name, it's Hendra. The other one, i totally forgot. On that year, i don't even have a handphone & Facebook don't even exist yet(It's FaceMatch meanwhile). Only if it existed on that year, we probably add each other & can still contact each other from there, right? Well okay, whatever. In my mind, i always which that i have classmates that are awesome, no bad attitude like skipping lessons, fight back at teacher and making noises. And yeah, i didn't really study good in that year. When PSLE, yeapp of course, i failed & retain. My family disappointed with me, even some of them cried. But what about me, no feeling at all. Yess seriously. I don't feel sad or even wanna cry. It's just normal. Well, don't ask me. Cuz i really don't know. Maybe it's natural me. On the 2nd year, still kinda  the same. And yeah, some of the "bad attitude" peeps retain as well. And, all of them are still the same. I kinda depress and just forget it. Haish. All i ever wanted is to get a awesome classmate, never make noises in class at all. >_< And at the same time, i did really fail, again. Didn't really study hard. And yeapp, i don't even feel that i'm sad at all. It's like, i fail my PSLE. Orhh.. And yeahh finally, those "bad attitude" peeps already gone too. I'm happy but, it's getting bored keep on retain. One of my teacher suggest me to go Northlight school. Hmmm whyy? Do you think i'm taking orders from you? It's my life, not yours. Soo i'm gonna retain because i'm still can. Even my family decline me to go to Northlight school. And yeahh, the 3rd year this time and no more chances. Once i fail this year again, i will permanently send to Northlights school, where all those PSLE fail peeps over there. And from there, i begin to study hard. I was wondering what's my next P6 Batch attitude is? Well, i don't wanna know. I'm tired of this already. I usually seat alone or with some strangers during recess time at canteen. It's like bout almost a week lonely. Didn't really talk much at class, or at all. Until, i've met this 2 annoying peeps in the bus. Out of no where when they entered the bus and saw me seating at the back(kinda emo-ing), they just kinda rush at me and say "HEYY!" *wide smile* . I was shocked and don't even know who are they at all. They asked what's my name, and kinda
crazy. Especially Iqmal(awi), where i first time met him over there too. The next day in class, i didn't even notice that those 2 annoying peeps is actually my classmates ! I was seating behind and they they are like, kinda seating abit further infront. His name is Hafiq. He randomly just look behind and when he saw me looking at him, he just smile and kinda like, ahh hard to explain. Kinda like wink like that. ORHH , they are my classmates. No wonder.. And from there, i've made a new friend, awesome friend. And from there, i started to seat with them at Canteen during recess time and making new classmates friends. And slowly, not just them but the other class too. 6G class. They are awesome too. Durhh. Making new friends over there as well. And this time, i did focus at class all the way when studying, and at least, less making noises and some is not at all. Especially Math. It's kinda my first time focusing on Math lesson 100% . It's easy when understanding. Even helped my classmates when  they didn't really know. And also, first time ever i pass my Math exams. Usually i go blank. Started to hangout with them, even some in 6G too. Well, we like to play soccer. And i finally, had a friends like them. Finally, i pass my PSLE. And still, i don't feel happy or anything joy but, i'm happy to get out of this school at last. Earlier, my English teacher that anyhow predict that some of us that our names being called, will fail PSLE and she say she know it. That's include Hafiq and Iqmal(awi). But look, we passed. Afterall, i felt like god have seen my feelings, i guess? I do always wish that i wanted to have awesome friends. Maybe it's kinda making me purposely failing my PSLE, until reaching their Batch. Idk, but i guess maybe. But when reach Sec 1, kinda okay2 but most of my worst primary school friends are in CSS. They Sec 3-4. But nahh, they already graduated and i don't even see them now. Imagine, if i passed my PSLE on that year and with them, the same school in CSS, omqq i don't wanna be with them!
Their attitude still the same and this time, they got even gangs at outside and inside of our school. Do you still remember bout last year during hall assembly which is friday? Before it starts, a group of malay peeps beating a groups of chinese. Awww.. And yeesh, those malay peeps is mostly my primary school worst friends. But from there, my motto is, "We all know what is good and what is bad. If you're bad, you can't make a good person become like you."

But now in CSS, i've also met new awesomeness friends too. They're from my bestie friends, and from there, i made a new friends. I really liked them alot. That is the friends that i mostly i wanna have & be with. If yall go my facebook profile, notice that i put a list at the left , "Awesome friends" ? That's is why i made that.