Awesome day last Saturday ! Charity Soccer , yeahh . It's my first time ever going there hahahah . I volunteered myself after i heard one of my classmate is going there by bus from school, but need help something too. Well, anything. I'm bored and i wanna have a break from going Kompang . Every Sat/Sun always Kompang until afternoon. It's time for me to take a break from always going Kompang on every Sat/Sun . I wanna go difference places last weekends than just Kompang all the way . Durhh ! And i found it, which is going to Charity Soccer ! Hahahah . I skip on that day, and i wonder who will take over me and how they play if one of Kompang group take over me . I don't play Kompang over there anymore but it's called "tenung" in malay. It's have 8 beat/tones. Yeapp , i'm the only one and upgraded to play that thinggy . Yahh, the first person to use that also since they just brought it . D: But i believe, my abang angkat surely at there and he can take over . Okayy, drop the topic . I'm supposed to talk about Charity Soccer at this paragraph ._. Anyway, Ms Nora said that she only need 5 peeps on the drink/food stall. Cuz too much people already. Afique, Ismail and me decided to take on afternoon shift then . Then we wonder around , watching soccer matches , especially our group team . Or, it's "NT's Team" i guess, i forgot their group name . At least , i did enjoy myself too out there but kinda bored when reach noon . And it's getting even much hotter . Soo yeah , i was slacking my own self behind/inside that stall seller at the back, just seating for awhile . Or quite long , i guess . Yeapp , alone . Blah3 until afternoon , before the event is finishing , some of us went up to toilet to changed clothes. I just follow them , accompany them . And woots, we can shower up there ! I feel like wanna shower when i see them showering . I was feeling hot just now, and i was about to feel the coldness water . Sheesh , i don't care . I don't even have towels . I take off my clothes and i just kinda washing my hair and face xD Soo awesomee feeling after that . I should be bringing towel and extra clothes for me for shower stuffs as well over there . Hahahah . I asked some of them, and they even showered during Sport Fest when the event is held at outside, such as CCAB . Well, i'm gonna bring extra clothes and towels before i go this year Sport Fest . Hahahah !

Okayy where was i just now ? Ohh yahh . I know my abang angkat will take over my place if i didn't come . He kinda always extra and i hate it when he followed us . As halfway i playing tenung , he will pop-out at me and will take over my place as i was playing it . In my mind, i was wtfuck and pissed . I just keep quiet and just follow them from behind . I just stand one place like retards cuz i should be playing my instrument all the way. Thanks to him, i'm pissed of him when he did come . I did asked someone else , that is always recording video of us while playing(our group but not playing). I asked her to help me to carry one extra Kompang for me just incase he wanna take over my instruments as i played halfway. Well, he will did that , ALWAYS. Before i'm retard standing there doing nothing , i will take my Kompang from her and continue playing then .

I kinda hate him now . There is once, i asked him to take over me when comes to Silat part . He just okayy2 but in the end, not even at Silat part , he already take over me . That's really make me pissed . Like Cmon, i'm uniformed with them, but you wearing home clothes . What do you expect people to see an uniform group just standing and watching them playing and do nothing as the others walking towards ? Pissed with him already , too much .

And yeah , last Saturday i thinking of quiting Kompang group already . Syafiq even advice me to quit as well .  

It's been my favorite playing kompang/tenung over there and my awesome friends there too. But too much of me being pissed at their group. First reason is, it's about smoking thinggy. Yeahh , under age peeps over there smoke . Always kinda complain from the Kompang lead before going out there. He let them smoke, but try to hide themself as well when they are smoking. He was kinda pissed . Especially Syafiq mum , his mum saw him 

one of his photo from Kompang pics and he was holding a cigarette. That kompang lead receive her complain and he kinda pissed . Actually , all of us might be scolded too and kinda caught like that. I mean , 1 person gets, the whole entire group will get it even non-smoker like me will get too. 2nd reason , it's because of my abang angkat . Yeahh , you know whyyy and there is no need for me to explain to yall again. That's make me the last day and i don't wanna come down last Sunday and the rest of my life. But few days, i joined them back cuz i miss playing Kompang/Tenung. Nevermind, i will just join back. And of course, i miss the foods over there. 

Alrite , i'm getting make too much new friends in our school already like , seriously . Alot of my awesome friends in school now and i love them than most of my classmates . Nowdays , i always slack with Rick, Maryjoy, Ferris and Katherine . Not just them, but more others at our school, which is after school if we slack at school . Playing frisbee , chill around , laughing and more . They awesomee peeps hahahah . That is the type of friends i always wanted the most in my Secondary School life . Not like most of my classmates,  most of them is "gangster" attitude, with their outsiders "gangster-like" friends , smoking there and here , other class find trouble with them and fight , like DURHH !

Umm by the way , i kinda like this girl already but duhh , nevermind . Just LIKE . But in the end, i kinda love her already . Wtff . I tried not to love anymore girls already . But she grabbed my heart . I was like durhh . We even text each other sometimes . She is kinda sweet and have good and kind heart . But except one thing, and i'm trying to help her out . Well , i will try to forget her feelings but i will like her as friend . If she love me , then i don't know what to say.. :L

Last Sunday, was KINDA awesome day for me. It's because i'm still tired on that day and i just force myself to wake up early and just go for Kompang. If i skip, who else wanna take over my place? I don't play Kompang anymore but i play this thinggy, i forgot what is the name and it got 8 Tones. But i only play 3 tones.
After that, got Hi-Tea thinggy somemore. Where all Chingay malay continent gather at i forgot that place name is, but it's at club. It's like Orchid Club like that. Got makan2 and all. Whyy not we go back first, change clothes then go there? Yeapp, we go there by wearing the black clothes thinggy, as you can see the picture at the top there. But, nevermind. Some of us keep saying like "paiseh" (Sorry, i try not to say any singlish word but, idk what else to describe). All of them over there wear nice clothes and we here came with our Kompang, other instruments and that black shirt. When we step in there, one of them suggest us to perform at the stage as well since we dressed like this and with our kompang and instruments. Most of us was like wtff ! I don't even wanna go up there either, sheesh . But we being force and just have to do that request. I was like durrhh ! First time ever that our group perform live infront of peeps. Most of us keep saying that they are scared and what if one of them make a mistake? But nahh, there are one peep that make a mistake anyway(not me). In the end, lot's of people asking for our Group card thinggy as they left the hall thinggy after the programme ended. And 1 guy, asked for the card and give one card to our kompang lead as well. I was wondering what is it and guess what, it's a invitation of Kompang Star whatever it is. He was like soo happy! Well, i just smile but in my mind, gosh, i don't ever wanna join that.

Anyways, i already in love with someone again, probably the same person that i didn't mean to insult her that badly. She have boyfriend, or not, or it's my chance to get her or not, nahh. Of course, i love her very much but i love her as friend also. Besides, we are best friends. I love her, is not just because she is look pretty, but her heart is good as well. Like i said, i only loved the person not just because of their face but in their hearts too. Believe me, it's no use if you like/love someone if she/he is very handsome/pretty. Well, as for her, i have lots of reason why i love her very much. If you had a boyfriend/girlfriend right now, asked yourself, why do you love him/her? Don't just say that because she/he is just pretty. (: It must have a reason as well. Hmm, i just saying but facts.

Awesomee epic evolution :D I know, childish but who cares. I'm 17 going 18 and still watching this, is because we're sexy. Well, this is on Ep 30. There MIGHT not have ep 31 and the rest till last episode. Cuz of the Earthquake/Tsunami hit Japan. Sigh*

Ayee sorry never update for soo long . First, i was lazy of course and in the end, my computer sot D;
First is the Broadband Cable thinggy and after that, is my comp. But nahh, i still can surf to Facebook/eBuddy MSN/Fb from my DSi Web Browser. My sis lappy has been using this open network wireless that she found. Since she put it at outside, i wanna use her comp awhile. She put password at her comp! Soo selfish! You got Apple(MacBook) lappy, i got Pear lappy! >:D Durhh, soo i try to find that wireless from my DSi browser and yeah, i manage it. I thought that the touch screen keyboard will be typing slow but i didnt notice that i still type it fast, abit slow from a normal keyboard. Ekk ! Well, at least my comp is back to normal now. Yesterday afternoon my dad was trying to repair it. I didnt even know that my dad can repair computer. I was beside him looking inside the CPU also. Like bout 30mins looking around, touching this and that, we found out that there is only 1 small problem. *Take it out, wipe it and put it in back* . When we try to switch the comp on, ohh yeahh we did it manx !  Hahah .

Anyway, last week from Friday and 1 week onwards from that day, i thought of just staying at home cuz i will be veryy bad mood and emotional. I just wanted to be alone at home and not going out with friends or talk to my friends on the phone. I was really stressed and superb sad when Friday night as someone was about to leave me in SG after we are just friends for 2 and a half years. That person is She. She has been my good friend. Well, some of you will know who i referring to if you are reading this. She has to go back to her hometown in CA and for bout 1-2weeks time she will return but MIGHT only. She might not coming back in SG, forever. I was like Wtfuckk and stressed, feel like crying and so do she. When early in the morning, Friday at school, i was thinking too much. While waiting for the class door to open, i think that i won't be seeing her around in our school anymore and there it goes my bad mood. I even feel like crying on the spot but i just hold it up. Soo from there, i was veryy quiet, never laugh and talk to someone alot or i guess, never at all. Kinda moody at class and annoyed when my bestie trying to cheer me up. The more you cheer me up, the more i feel like wanna cry. Well, we still did text each other even we are in class but just sneaking. She did keep asking me to cheer up, for her. After i look outside the class window, i did saw her standing there and looking down. Well, from 2nd floor looking at 1st floor.  And i saw that she was like almost crying as her both hands is kinda covering her half of the face from the tears. Just because is see that, i even feel like more crying already. I just look infront and pretend that i never see her.

Hmm i kinda feel abit better like bout 3hours later like that. And i did laugh during class cleaning thinggy cuz of last day of the week. Then afternoon, hangout with some peeps, playing soccer and enjoying myself. Well, i'm really kinda okay from there but when comes to night, wtbitch! The sad feeling comes to me again. She was leaving soon at around 1+ at night. I already did crying bit by bit from my room as i texted her/reading her text. Well, she called me and asked me to sleep cuz her flight was at around 4-5. Soo she was asking me to sleep, but i didnt at the end. What if i overself and all? That would be more stressful and sad for me. I was hearing songs from my room, lying around my bed until around 2, she text me that if i'm already asleep or not, she say her last goodbye and everything. She even typed *crying* at the end. Now i get it, she purposely asked me to sleep first before she left cuz she scared that i can't sleep the whole night, crying. I was like Noo i havent sleep ! Dude, imma miss you like fuck and blah2, until i cry at my room as i was texting her. Yeahh, we both did cry at the end and i got the feeling that i won't stop crying easily and sleep late cuz of that. Few minutes, she called me and said that her flight was delayed. I kinda stop crying and was like Whattt?! She was
quite happy and Weeeee all about at the phone. I was like, are you really sure? Durhh , what if she was just faking me so that i can stop crying and went to sleep? That is what i'm worried about. The next morning, i did text her and yeah, msg delivered. That's mean she is still in Sg. Sheesh. And not just that, we owned up that we are besties at each other since it's MIGHT be the last day to see each other, texted and call(last voice). Yeahh, until now she still in Sg. Flight delayed cuz of the earthquakes and tsunami warning. I was thinking, it's like god is leading me. I'm soo badly don't want her to leave and the strong feeling in my heart. When last Friday afternoon, earthquakes and tsunami hits Japan and it's super strong and warnings everywhere(except in sg). That is the reason of alot of flights delayed including her flight at the end of last minutes. She didn't even really wanted to go and leave sg anyways. And now, we are besties(best friend) cuz we badly owned up at last minute. Hahah ! Friendship TimeLine : Friends -> Enemy -> Ignored each other(After 1 year) -> Friends -> best friends .

Aite, sorry for late update. I was kinda lazyy~ Wanted to update actually, typed soo long, but when i publish post, it suddenly went back to main page of the blogger, login page. I was soo pissed, soo i didn't update for soo long uhh . That's whyy . Yeapp, i was in Chingay parade thinggy with Syafiq. The preview thinggy, kinda messed up and i don't think i had fun. 2nd day, which is actual day quite ok2 and enjoyed myself out there, even i can't really smile alot but trying my best. Reached home like bout 12~ but the preview day, around 1~

Ekk ! Well, it's late because we're the 2nd last to come out over there.

From there when i reach home, my mum kinda look weired when she lying on her bed. The next day in the morning, early in the morning, she ended up at hospital. My mum suddenly shout soo loud, this pain here pain, and my brother just called an ambulance. My bro went with her and those medics to hospital. Well, i come later cuz my brother asked me to pack some of her clothes before come. After i did that, i take Taxi went there since idk where is that hospital at yishun is. My mum needa stay there for 1 week 2days. That was sooo longg. Then from the past 1 week 2 days, i have been visiting her at 7.00 night. 2nd last day, 2 of my friends visit my mum as well. The day when Chingay thinggy passing by Semb. It was Shahrul and Helmi anyways.

Anyway, i'm gonna blame my classmates for what they had done. If a good friend of mine never return back in 2 weeks time, it was because of your fault. Not just others out there, but you classmates as well. Yall kinda bitch, seriously. Don't say that yall not angry anymore. Nahh, it's over. Think back bout last year, whad you classmates peeps had done between me and *insertname* ? _l_ This feeling is like your mum/dad has just passed away.