Friday, February 25, 2011

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Determined and forceful
Emotional and intuitive
Powerful and passionate
Exciting and magnetic

Jealous and resentful
Compulsive and obsessive
Secretive and obstinate


IS GONE
FOR SUPER
LONG HOLIDAY !

Friday, February 04, 2011

This is the pic i'm talking about the last time I post.. Yeapp, it's Fauzie Lailie. Hahah. This is the day when i first time Kompang Undangan. This is when all of us rushing to him to take pics with him hahah. First is the girl and 1 by 1 keep rushing to him then take pics. LOL. Well, at first i was always thinking bout getting money only. But after went through all that, i don't really care about the getting money now. Joining that is not working but, enjoying. (: Playing for fun, enjoyment and all. It's getting my favorite hobby already uh.. I just feel like, i love hitting Kompang and hearing the music. It's just too fun hahah. Soo yeah, i love coming to Kompang now just because i wanna play Kompang thinggy.


Well, this is our new Kompang clothes. Not that old one anymore. At first i thought it was for Chingay. But then, it's our new clothes. Kinda look like Chef hahah! But quite nice too. Early in the morning, Around 10 need to meet up at S.K.S owner house for testing clothes. Lucky during the school holidays, which is last year. And we only 4 come. The rest, of course didn't come. Working luhh.. Test clothes, also need to come early. Duhh. Can like later afternoon or at night sehh. But at least we enjoying at their house after testing. Like just Chill2 like that. Playing around. Playing UNO cards. And guess what, i was owned by a small kid of playing UNO. He WIN me ._. Then laugh2 all the way, just like the usual him. Usually 10 cards like that but, we play like bout 30cards like that. Using all the cards. LOL. The other 2, idk what they doing, 1 is probably helping that pembantu cooking at the kitchen while i 1 on 1 UNO cards with this small kid and get owned by him. Wtheck.. Hmm 12+ then we off go home :D

Tuesday, February 01, 2011

Ekk! Sorry for never update soo long. Haha. Anyway, i have been watching Macross Frontier at www.goodanime.net(NOT .COM). I was too bored that day and i just browse the whole anime list thinggy. And i found another good and fun anime to watch now haha. Quite good lah the show. The pilot thinggy can transform to combat mode which is like gundam seed show haha. But only some can do that and of course all can do it. What i mean is only the leg pop-out. Kayy whatever it is, wanna see the show then go goodanime.net(ONCE AGAIN, NOT .COM).



Few weeks, my brother ask me when is Nintendo 3DS coming to Singapore.. Not sure cuz i don't know but, english version come out already meh?? Duhh. My brother said it's already out at America, which is english version is out already. I go YouTube and search.. Yeapp got. But it's not in Singapore yet. When my brother buy 3DS already, his DSi-XL gonna be mine already. But i have to wait until 23 Sept 2011 for the R4 firmware thinggy update then can use my R4 card on DSi/XL. Not just that, i found out that there is a new Kingdom Hearts series for 3DS console.. Yeapp, of course my favorite game. While i was watching the game trailer, my brother is just passing behind me and see what video is it. At first, i didn't know that this game is for like PS3 or what. When at the end, it says 3D which is for 3DS. I was like woahh! 3DS wan uhh.. And this game is continued by KH-Re:Coded, that i'm badly wanna play that game on my DS Rite now! As you know, my top screen spoil. Lol.. my brother even wanna buy and play this game.



Anyway, i was kinda piss-off and sad when EBS lesson is gonna start. Yeahh, when our class is queuing outside the comp lab thinggy. As normal lor.. some of them keep talk2 then the teacher like waiting for them to shuddap and queue properly. While that is happening, i was at the back and looking outside(parade square). Then 2nd floor, i saw the girl that i liked alot last time. I saw her with her friends outside the class like kinda fooling around like that. I was starring at her, looking at her like bout 5-7mins until she is gone from that scene. Why i was like that? Cuz i suddenly feel miss her alot. I even feel like crying, tears. Like Haiz.. ): From there and entering the comp lab, i don't feel like i have any mood left.. no mood of joy, laughter, talking just like i am. As the teacher was talking about the coursework thinggy, i looked down and think about her.. Ekk! We used to always msgs each other everyday, and sometimes she call my hp during at night or late night just to talk. She is the one that changed me actually.. I don't really like to just smile to friends when we see each other or passing by. Cuz she did smile at me but i didn't.. Yeahh, soo she taught me to SMILE when see her or just passing by. It's really hard but, i did it. I just smile back at her. After few days, she said to me that i really changed and she was happy. Not just that, i even smile at my other friends like classmates whenever we meet or passing by. Soo yeapp.

Oh btw, why i'm sad bout that? Classmates and some others keep on scolding me just because i love her. I know, she had a boyfriend already but love her as friends cannot meh? Or even just FRIENDS? Until i'm soo pissed-up, i stop msgs her. Few weeks, she msg me and i just like layan her only instead of ignoring her. And now she found out that what i actually think at her, she msg me, blah3 and that's it. Ended. Next year, which is this year, suddenly they started to shout at me "*INSERT NAME*!! Wthell.. Then say that i love her. Sometimes, that irritating Iqmal A. go kacau my paper like worksheets, write " *InsertName* <3 Shahezee ".
Duhh.. i just erase it. Until i'm kinda mad, i ask them this.. When i like/love her, you all angry at me. When i don't like/love her anymore, you all kacau me. WTHECK! And guess what, they said that they didn't angry at me but it's because they angry at me that i love her. Duhh! Nahh forget it lah. Do you guys even know that how much i like/love her, even just as friends? She is like my bestie on that time actually.. But we are just friends. Dude, she love her boyfriend very much okay! I know she had a boyfriend already but nevermind.. i just love her as friends and just wanna be normal friends. You see now, with you all keep irritating me again, now i miss her alot suddenly.. I even feel like crying abit when i type that 2nd last paragraph and this paragraph. Whatever bad  things you talked about her, is her prob! She is what she is, let her be herself. I don't care whatever it is, but i just wanna be friends with her only. She is like my bestie to me that time! Kayy, i should stop here now. )';