Alrite.. see the picture above? Hmm, i found this pic at photo album stuffs.. I was soo bored at very late night with someone accompany me haha. I just wanna see old pictures, veryy old since my bro, 2 sis and me when i'm still a baby haha! Instead of that, i goo see other albums, and i found that pic. I was like Ekk! that's my longg lost betrayed friend. His name is Wayne. Since P1 la, i'm kinda lonely and emotional. Easily get irritated when someone talk to me. Uhh except that kid luhh, mouth veryy big ._. But, slowly2 we became friends and kinda like best friends. The first 2 days i eat with him during recess and from there, his mom always come to see him during recess. Soo yah, he intro me abit and his mom ask me alot of questions haha. Kayy, that keep happen until 1 year. And yeahh of course, we usually talk on the phone at night sometimes and see each other from our room window. Yeapp, i can see his room window and he can see mine. Our house block just infront only. LOL. P2, we meet another this stranger guy. LOL. Yahh, class not same when P2 what.. But me and my bestie same class. Hmm, slowly2 that india guy talk to us all, and slowly2 friends. Soo yeapp, follow us too during recess. Few days, another kid befriends with us and sometimes join us. I still remember his name. Jonathan! Haha. But that India, i can't remember his name at all but his face, yeapp. Weekends and Holidays? I usually go his house play his favorite toy train thinggy or game together. Sometimes, we go down to playground to play with some stranger kids there luhh haha. And guess what, his mom already know my mom uh.

P3, me and him not same class anymore but that India kid same class with him. But nahh, we still meet during recess and i wait them at staircase, near their class. But quite farr away of course. Slowly, i'm getting dislike him. And same thing to that India and Jonathan, they didn't hangout and eat with him during recess anymore after that. Half of the year, i kinda betrayed him. For once, i don't wanna eat with him during recess anymore. And he is quite lonely. And this time his mom not here. I'm seating with my classmates, like almost all of them. All malays, seating 1 row table eat haha. Few minutes Wayne come to me and ask to seat with him. I said no lorr.. Then he just standing there one side and eating whatever it is at his hand. It's kinda distracting for me, soo i ask him to go away. Yeapp, i said to him "goo away..!" and not just me, half of the row even ask him to go away when i said that to him after that. "Yarr lahh, go away!" Few seconds, he just walk away and back to his original seats where me and him always seat last time. And yeapp, with that 2 kid too. When at night, his mom called me and talked to me. She said that Wayne is crying just now and said that i didn't want to be with him anymore like that. Soo she request me to seat with him lorr. I seat with him the other day then the next day, i don't. And same thing lorr, his mom called me again. Few days, i started kinda like bullying him. Slowly2 it's much worst than that. I'm bad, i know.. Then his mom called my mom and said what happen. LOL. Soo yeap, my mom scolding me abit and GOOD, i no need to seat with him anymore. I'm just like, "OK, YAH, SURE, YAH, YAH". And backk again, seating with 1 row of table with my classmates. There's once he said that i bully him again. His mom called my mom, same thing. When i reach home from school, WHAT!? I didn't even talk to him and touch him. Soo fake! Duhh! We're not even same class anymore.

Kayy, P6 i retain twice.. Same thing to him. Aiyahh, he at class study what? A ruler, A pen, and plus those items, become plane. Fly there and here until look retarded. I always kinda scold him to pay attention when P1-P2 time. He at sch like all the way at class playing his pencil and ruler, until school finish. ._.
The first year that i stay back with him with other peeps, he same class with me. Wtheck.. (Yeapp, that year is where i met my first love and my ex.)

Sometimes me and some other ask him to stop playing his pencil and ruler and ask him study. And yeah, abit like bullying him. Sometimes they basket, take the whole pencil case and keep it. Only give him a Pen when teacher need us to do something. LOL. But it's for his own good too rite? And quite annoying too, asking his stuffs back. He is still the same, not even matured abit like that. He is still like back in P1. When we retain PSLE again(Urgh, my Eng that make me fail), Aww.. and i just keep repeating like my mom ask me to. And yeah, my P5 bestie too and we just stay back again. Yahh, until now we are bestie. Wayne mom called my mom and ask my mom/me to go NorthLight school. She said over there good la.. this la.. whatever shit reasons. My mom just decline and said that he still repeating till he pass and this time it will. Not like him, goo NorthLight. Well, he should really go that school. No point of staying here repeating unless you didn't even pay attention at class at all by just playing his pencil case stuffs! Hmm, from there is where i met Nazz, Rain, Iqmal, Helmi and some others luhh. And yeah of course, i passed my PSLE this time. From there, i notice that i didn't really pay attention much at class until this time i really study hard. And now then it feel easy to all subjects especially Maths. Even almost all my classmate write "Thanks for helping my Maths" when my teacher tell us to write something good about that person. I thought that i will get like I'm Kind, lame like that but then everything is bout thanking me for helping them in their maths. Soo yeap, Wayne mom called my mom and my mom said that i passed. Haha! Jealouss ehy? Ish3.. LOL. Kayy, during Sec 1 or 2, i'm with Rainn and some others at playground relaxing and is where Wayne and me last time usually play. Rainn asking me, is that Wayne? Soo i turn around and WTF.. when i see him walking, i feel like punching him, seriously ._. Grr..! Well, by now he finish his NorthLight school and wonder what he is rite now? If working, i can't imagine it. If he really did and quite good, i have nothing to say.

Ohh by the way, believe me or not, he scared of people kinda rushing him. I mean, like someone run/jog towards him or just passing by, he scared ._. Yahh, seriously. Andd scared of going down the staircase too. He always tell us to go down first. After that when we look at him, he go down the staircase soo damn funny! Like Earth Quake is happening and holding the pole staircase and going down like veryy >.< 

Cuzzie! Haha 

Hello! Haha. Kay, retarded. Anyway, nowdays i'm started to hangout with them. From 1-2 peeps invite, until
6 of us hangout haha. Yeapp, those pics we take at Waterfront and i edited that both pics too. Some of them just saying if all of us wanna go Waterfront or not. Ehh, can lahh! Haha i shouted that. It's because i didn't go there before than just heard from others bout that place and the name place. I thought at there is like got alot of water stuffs, like playground that can play with water, splashing around. "Water"Front mahh.. LOL. Rainn and his friend is over there, soo they waiting for us. When reach there, all was wearing full black, except one. Wahh! Not just that. All of us from Sembawang Primary friends but one extra. Yeahh you know who rite? Hahah. No lahh, of course you not extra.. joking around only. Hehe. And yeapp, all of us Semb primary friends except Shahrul. But who cares? We are still friends. :)

Yeahh, see that climbing thinggy? Haha. At least this playground quite cool. The moment i see this and it's big, i was like WAHH! OKAY, CLIMB TO THE TOP FIRST, WIN! WAHHAHA!! Haha. I just love climbing something like that cuz it's fun! Chill over there awhile, then goes up that tall thinggy. Thought like normal but when i reach the top, it's kinda scary! Like the pole thing can collapse cuz it's shaking abit when crossing/jumping/running. Shahrul uhh, goo jump to purposely make me scared. WOII! STOP JUMPING!. 

Nowdays my eyes blur abit, especially at night when i'm outside. Yeapp, sometimes at class looking at whiteboard is kinda blur looking but i still can perfectly see. Just abit blurr. I don't know why but really making me feel like going for eye check and get a specs. BUT, i just don't wanna wear specs and whatever that thinggy that put inside your eye. Hmmm, wearing Rick specs quite good cuz it's perfectly clear! Haha
I even lend his specs awhile sometimes. Hehe. Ohh worst, that time when i'm suddenly don't feel well and sick, body soo weak, is when i hangout with Afique. I still can stand but slowly2 body very weak and my body kinda getting hot. Then when accompany Afique go back home, it's quite blur than before but still can see. Night somemore. Ehh Zee, you still can see what's ahead rite? Duhh haha of course. But looking at farr place only i see blurr. 

Eeekk! Sorry for not update for longgggg time aite? HAHA

I was lazy actually until i forgot that i have blogger.
Few weeks then someone asking me if i got update my blog or not?
I was like eh? Orhh.. nope! Haha But in my mind, yeahh i almost forgot

that i have blog cuz of my laziness till forget. But then same thing lah, lazy again.

Hahas. Now then update lorr.

Hmm long holiday starts uh? Thinking of money flowing in my pocket every 3 days
cuz imma work! And my pay is every 3 days earn $150 or more if overtime. And

get to meet back my work friends, student friends, joking around again with them and 

work together. Especially this 1 old gay bustard guy ._. But nahh, at least he is still funny 

but.. yeah. Ohh and 1 more guy i almost forgot, that always call me "CID". Grr haha. 

Anyway, i heard from Iqmal A. that he is finding a new Job or maybe not cuz our work 

place is closing soon. Yeapp, no more. Wtf. International somemore seh, how come can like

that one? Few days later then i found out, and it was true. Aiyahh! Cannot meet my friends over

there anymore lorr :( Now idk, finding a new job, slack around with friends or Soccer uhh.

Haiiz. If not by now i'm working uhh. 12.59PM now, by that time, we having our lunch, slack around 

haha. Ekk! ._.

Hmmmm.... Bestie, how?! Haha. Yeahh, you know who you are haha. Don't worry larhs, my feelings towards you has fade away but now you just kinda my bestie only. Idk why but just that i have that bestie feeling at you haha. That's why i love you too much last time. :) Hmm, left this girl only that i love left or i will not loving anyone else but i wish i'm like that. Freedom siaa! That i mean is, don't have the love feeling thinggy towards someone like that and not getting hurt, again. But accept this one, it's like already bout 4 months by now and i still can't let her go :( But Helmi, thnx. He is the one who help me and it's really work! And now we just like.. yeahh. Soo common lah you know it. Lol.

Next year we Sec 4 and the "other" Sec 4 already leave.. Okay, good! Know what i'm about to revealed it all to you? Ehemm

Some of you heard from Rain and me that i argue this girl that i like (Sec1-2) rite? Yeapp you know who is that girl is. Soo yeah, blah3, you guys like to disturb her/me whenever we are around. Then when the time next year we Sec 3, some of annoying peeps, "gangster" type like that join in our class rite? If they know it, for sure they will disturb her/me like madd when we around. It will be very worst and you know how are their

attitude is. Even Afique warned me. Then Rain come out with this plan. I was like, yahh2, great! :) Good idea.

And know what? Rain gonna be my FAKE eye witness that he saw me and her argue then we started to ignore each other like that larhs. Then thinking of a place.. Ok, Causway Point near entrance. Rain will said that he and his friend was outside there with their bicycle, abit farr then saw me and her near the entrance kinda argue. 

When the 1st day of School(Sec3), they already started to kinda shouting her name when she is around us with me. Then i just say, whatever like that. From there, Rain started to say that me and her that time holiday argue. He saw it with his friends at outside, at causway point entrance and blah3 like that lah wan fake them only. Then i said yeah, true. Then i said that when at night i online msn, Rain suddenly tell me what happen and i was like HUH?? Then he said that he saw me and her argue outside there blah3. Yeapp, i make story from there to lie them. Rain like yah2 only. But then you all believe and never shout her name anymore? HAHA. Even Rain asking me, they soo believe when they heard this. Soo yeah, they didn't even shout her name, wanna disturb her/me like that when she around. Rain and me just keep a secret. And now the Sec 4 leave, as well she gone too, then i told Afique yesterday when we hangout haha. He then realized that he was soo dumb to think that me and her really meet and then argue like that. HAHA! 

Kayy i should stop here now, type too long uh?

And btw, to this someone, i don't care what race you are and i love you.
It's been 4months but i still can't let go, sorry. :(